i give up...
i give up....
i seriously give up!!!!
its so hard.. seriously its so hard taking care of everyone's feelings...
im seriously tryin ya noe... but at dis point i cant differentiate the truth from da lie anymoree...
its killing me slowly...
heyyy...
im juz tryin to hav some space... but u think dat i dont care...
seriously... its really hard to tell... i cant predict.. i cant read ur mind okayhh... dun always expect something from me... im juz a girl.. a human who hav feelings tooo... some things are meant to be forgotten.. but sometimes no matter how hard i try, it never will be forgotten... and u had to go and say stuff to make things worst.. to make things seem not as it is... i dunno y but i felt dat ur puttin all da fault on me.. i dunno y but it seemed dat im da one to blame...
heyyy...
thou u probably didnt noe it... but it hurts... thou i dun show it.. but it hurts...
how come do i feel dat i dont matter anymoreee... dont i matter anymore?? not even da slightest thing dat ive done?? doesnt dat matter?? dont i at least deserve some appreciation?? or at least.. at least not being made fun of.. not being blamed for... not being hurt from... im feeling so confuse and lost now... i dunno wat and how to feel now.. its like im numb.. and i seriously wanna juz give up.. juz thinking bout da fact dat im juz lettin all go.. juz do not caree... seems really impossible...
oh lord !!! why me ?? i dun think i can cope wif all this anymoree.. im lost and im helpless... its hard... and its painful.. please heal me from dis pain, oh dear Father.... im askin for forgiveness... forgive of my sins.. oh Lord... im sorrie if ive hurt alot of ppl all these whilee.. i pray for ur comfort and joy to be upon me again... i commit all this into Your hands.. in Jesus name i ask and i pray.. Amen...
does anybody hear her?? can anybody see??
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