im juz looking from a distance...

i dunno wat to blog ady these days.. so as i was looking thru my photo albums.. and i found something dat will oni be left as memories now...

im talking bout our post as INTERACT 08/09 BODS...
my post as PUBLICITY DEPUTY 08/09...
had came to an end...

da new line of BODS for da INTERACT CLUB 09/10 has also been elected...
which officially makes us resign from our post...

we had lots of fun every week during our weekly meetings... and also during our own bods meetings... we did a lot of activities dis year... and one year seemed to past by really fast... and most of us had our last chance organizing and preparing for our IU Day... Nevertheless, we did our part and hope dat da new bods will do a great job and make us proud... :) all we can do now is to wait for them to amaze us...

these pictures were taken during our scool magazine photography session...

INTERACT CLUB 08/09's BOARD OF DIRECTORS !! :D

da monkey faces look...
(from left): daniel, idhzan, cass, ee lyn, kim, hakim, aimi, ann, trixie, ivy, ruzanna

da serious look... our uniforms damn chun ritee?? haha..

da smiley look... :)

da informal shot...

zan, alya, me, ivy....

aimi, zan, alya, ee lyn, cass, ivy

this was when everyone started comin in one by one.. and there u hav it.. a crammed up one-on-top-of-the-other shot....

a formal shot.. i think dis is juz trial.. cuz we were missin da president, ee lyn....


a perfect formal shot... we looked smart, dun we?? :)

and tadah!! our last interact photo shoot of our life!!!

and afta dat we syiok sendiri... cuz we had our own SENIOR shot !!

*HIGH SCHOOL INTERACT - SENIOR YEAR* !!! HAHA!! :DDD

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one word : AWESOME !!

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gonna miss it a lot thou... no more wearing da very chun-ted uniform for meetings anymore.. hahaha...

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and juz standing in da background....

im not a princess...

im so not ready for ujian 2!!

i dunno y on earth they wanna torture and waste our time wif dis...

i bet a lot of ppl is gonna skip dis...

thou i cant skip, and still gotta take dis freaking test...

im so not ready and will not prepare for it...

so screw it....

TRIALS are far more important....

at dis point of time....

this aint a fairytale...

once a friend, forever a friend...

18/07/09

HAPPIE SEXY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY my SEXAY SKINLESS FRIEND !!! =D


told ya i was gonna put dis up if u dun give me anotha pic of urs... but dis looks nice.. dunno y u dun like it.. :)

haha.. and dis is anotha, only pic i hav wif u...juz errm ignore alya's back... so too bad... sad ritee...

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hey, uve finally turned 17 today woman!! and start acting like ur 17... and stop calling "mama" all da time!! hahaha... uve been an awesome friend all these while.. and been there to believe in me when somethings happened.. uve never failed to amuse me wif ur extraordinary personality.. and most importantly uve never fail to make da people around u laugh their heads off juz by looking at u and da stuff u do!! hahaha... thou u enjoy da countless massages u FORCED me to do, but i believe it does not stop here... cuz i noe dat i have to oblige to ur " CASS! MASSAGEEEEEEEE!! " hahaha... anyways.. ur really a blessing to people and i noe dat everyone is really fortunate to have a friend like u... all da best in everthing u do.. always believe in urself and never doubt ur own abilities... cuz ur a gifted child... hope dat u had a great birthday... take caree and hav fun!! love u yin.. and thanks for everything!! :)

before i end this i juz gotta say...

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HAPPIE BIRTHDAY YIN !!! :)

phweuk much ??? haha.. :)

the class QUEEN...


17/07/09

HAPPIE 17th BIRTHDAY KIM NG!!!

heyyy kim.. uve juz turned 17 today... happie birthday... all da best in everything u do... good luck for spm.. take care and have fun.. may god bless u and ur family always....

i dont think its too much to ask...


i feel like eating... i feel like drowning myself in food... lotsa lotsa food... i suddenly hav cravings for...
- cookies n cream ice-cream
- starbucks mocha frap
- secret recipe's brownies
- chocolate + more chocolate + all chocolate cake
- seafood + white cream sauce + pasta
- sushi + raw salmon
- chocolate + peanut butter waffle

i cant think of anymore now.. but i juz wanna eat!! eating is da best medicine to everything...

i cant help it.. but i noe i have to...

im still in a state of confusion...


i really had da longest talk todayhh... and i really enjoyed every moment of it... thanks for everything.. althou u were da one carryin a heavier load of burden.. but im happie dat i managed to share some of it with u... altho sometimes i may seem fine.. but actually im not at all.. its juz dat i dunno how to express.. and even if i do... i wud not show it... but sharing really does make a different... at least i dun feel so swelled up now... thanks to da ppl who were willin to listen... and thanks for ur encouragement... :)

i hope dat im feeling betta now.. at least a lil bit???

Psalm 23

the lord is my shepherd,

i hav everthing i need.

he lets me rest in green meadows,

he leads me beside peaceful streams.

he renews my strength.

he guides me along right paths,

bringing honor to his name.

even when i walk

through da valley of death,

i will not be afraid,

for u are close beside me.

ur rod and ur staff

protect and comfort me.

u prepare a feast for me

in da presence of my enemies.

u welcome me as guest,

anoiting my head with oil.

my cup overflows with blessings.

surely ur goodness and unfailing love will pursue me

all da days of my life,

and i will live in da house

of da Lord forever.

Amen.

im lost in da midst of searchin for myself...



i give up...



i give up....



i seriously give up!!!!



its so hard.. seriously its so hard taking care of everyone's feelings...



im seriously tryin ya noe... but at dis point i cant differentiate the truth from da lie anymoree...



its killing me slowly...



heyyy...

im juz tryin to hav some space... but u think dat i dont care...

seriously... its really hard to tell... i cant predict.. i cant read ur mind okayhh... dun always expect something from me... im juz a girl.. a human who hav feelings tooo... some things are meant to be forgotten.. but sometimes no matter how hard i try, it never will be forgotten... and u had to go and say stuff to make things worst.. to make things seem not as it is... i dunno y but i felt dat ur puttin all da fault on me.. i dunno y but it seemed dat im da one to blame...



heyyy...

thou u probably didnt noe it... but it hurts... thou i dun show it.. but it hurts...



how come do i feel dat i dont matter anymoreee... dont i matter anymore?? not even da slightest thing dat ive done?? doesnt dat matter?? dont i at least deserve some appreciation?? or at least.. at least not being made fun of.. not being blamed for... not being hurt from... im feeling so confuse and lost now... i dunno wat and how to feel now.. its like im numb.. and i seriously wanna juz give up.. juz thinking bout da fact dat im juz lettin all go.. juz do not caree... seems really impossible...



oh lord !!! why me ?? i dun think i can cope wif all this anymoree.. im lost and im helpless... its hard... and its painful.. please heal me from dis pain, oh dear Father.... im askin for forgiveness... forgive of my sins.. oh Lord... im sorrie if ive hurt alot of ppl all these whilee.. i pray for ur comfort and joy to be upon me again... i commit all this into Your hands.. in Jesus name i ask and i pray.. Amen...

does anybody hear her?? can anybody see??

time flies and u dun even noe it...


today is a very special day for 3 ppl!! today is their birthday.. today is da day when all three of them turned 17 all at once !! hahaha.. sooo...


HAPPIE 17th BIRTHDAY TRINITY NG KEI YAN !!!! :D


HAPPIE 17th BIRTHDAY LEE MEI YIN !!!! :D


HAPPIE 17th BIRTHDAY FASSLER YEE!!! :D


hope dat u guys will have a blessed 17th year ahead !! wish u guys all da best in everything u do.. good luck for ur SPM !! enjoy and live life to da fullest... take caree and hav fun... :)

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wishes arent wished if u dun wish for them...

if i close my eyes will u be there ?

heyyy..

im juz bringing u anotha unsual schooling day... because it was FUN !! it actually happened a week ago i think.. ritee afta our bio day chaos... haha.. so i'll juz let da pictures prove da fun...

*pics credited to pave*

cass..alya..zan..afzy..pave

cass..trix..alya..zan..afzy..pave..yin...



shweeeeett !! :)

shweeeeeterrr !! :) :)

everyone is happy ...

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but not for long... cuz da goofballers in action nowww... haha..

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psst.. notice most of alya's expression.. haha :)

i dunno wat was dis supposed to be.. seemed like everyone did their own personal fav...haha

tongue sticking out.. thinking of something.. scaring u away.. ignoring u.. perhaps ?? haha..

yeahh dis was da muka bodoh!! ahah.. and alya dat is so not bodoh... haha

anotha monkey-ish moment except.. yeahh u again alya... stop smilin when ur supposed to fool..

da catching-ur-eye looks.. (alya looks like she gonna doze off anytime) haha.

da seductive looks.. :)

POUTYLICIOUS !! hahaha.. yeahh and 1 lickylicous!! haha..

nerds of da 1950's ??

da bitchy looks..


da bitchy looks take 2 wif da flash !! ahah.. (alya wat is dat??)


irreplaceable :)




dis was really candid.. didnt knew it was taken... trix was demonstratin da nikon's abilities..

dis too was candid.. in da computer lab durin add math...


had edu fair in scool.. alya and i were finding out about medicine at IMU booth... while pave was waiting for us to finish talking!! hahaha.. thankss pave.. :)

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see told yahh it was fun!! hahah.. looking forward to anotha day like dat...

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anyways had merentas desa todayhh ..i actually ran all da way.. thou i didnt get top 20.. cuz oni da top 20 got medals.. but im proud dat i finished da whole race.. and i wasnt da last.. nor was i near last.. haha.. afta dat p&p was supposed to be resume... but teachers were nice to let us rest.. especially pn. zuraimah... she wanted to teach.. but we all told her dat we were tired.. so she practically talked to us da whole 1 masa.. literally weyhhh .. she was like joking and talking and havin fun with us.. which i think it was da first time.. always when she comes in sure muz study add math.. she also actually played da diabolo (a chinese yoyo thingy)... so all in all.. todayh was definitely FUN !! but its my last cross country ady.. so i wanna thank god dat i went.. :)

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How do I get it back the way it was before?