C.A.S.S.I.E

2010-09-09T07:53:00.000-07:00

it has already been MORE than a month and i have yet to post or update anything here yet til now juz for the sake of it !! its DEAD !! :P haha..

2010-07-28T09:48:00.000-07:00

if only you knew that these tears were cried for u ....

2010-06-23T09:14:00.000-07:00

...

all i wanna do now is EAT, SLEEP, and go for a HOLIDAYYY !! :D

like :

XD.. haha i noee random ! :P

oh, i can juz imagine how amazing it wud be :)

2010-06-19T00:17:00.000-07:00

.....

if only u knew, it s.t.r.u.h ! and i wish u did...

2010-05-21T09:36:00.000-07:00

i never told you....

i have an awesome awesome song i wanna share.. by one of my favourite singer... she is super talented.. dis song is seriously nice and awwwwhh :) ahahaha ... its non other than...

COLBIE CAILLAT

I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm alone with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

the link to the mv is as below.. dunno how to post a video here.. yeahh not good wif all this kinda stuff.. haha.. so self service pleasee.. trust me, its worth ur few minutes time :) hahaha.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_YtzsUdSC_I&feature=fvst

2010-05-21T09:16:00.001-07:00

It's been long...

haha yeahh i noeee.. da title explains it all !! :P i havent been updating for 2 months adyy.. dunno wat to blog adyy nowadays :( hmm, anyways juz felt da urge to blog now suddenly... partially because i hav ppl bugging me to update.. specifically, SOMEONE AHEM !! :P hahahaha

juz finished my mid-sem exam... kinda NOT easy :P hahah but juz wanna thank God that He brought me thru da whole thing wif His strength and wisdom :) there seriously too much to study in too lil timeee.. dont think i could hav done it on my own.. so, thank you Jesus for everything.. oh and for good health and semangat-ness all da way thru... "semangat-ness" meaning despite having very few hours of sleep, managed to stay awake and conscious all da way thru :) haha..

2010-03-25T06:54:00.000-07:00

when love is the only thing that matters most...

received an email that was really touching.. it seriously touched my heart and i almost teared after finished reading it...

The email :

Title: Can I Borrow RM 25?

A woman came home from work late, tired and irritated, to find her 5-year old son waiting for her at the door.

SON: 'Mummy, may I ask you a question?'

MUM: 'Yeah sure, what it is?' replied the woman.

SON: 'Mummy, how much do you make an hour?'

MUM: 'That's none of your business. Why do you ask such a thing?' the woman said angrily.

SON: 'I just want to know. Please tell me, how much do you make an hour?'

MUM: 'If you must know, I make RM 50 an hour.'

SON: 'Oh,' the little boy replied, with his head down.

SON: 'Mummy, may I please borrow RM 25?'

The mother was furious, 'If the only reason you asked that is so you can borrow some money to buy a silly toy or some other nonsense, then you march yourself straight to your room and go to bed. Think about why you are being so selfish. I don't work hard everyday for such childish frivolities.'

The little boy quietly went to his room and shut the door.

The woman sat down and started to get even angrier about the little boy's questions. How dare he ask such questions only to get some money?

After about an hour or so, the woman had calmed down, and started to think:

Maybe there was something he really needed to buy with that RM 25 and he really didn't ask for money very often . The woman went to the door of the little boy's room and opened the door.

'Are you asleep, son?' She asked.

'No Mummy, I'm awake,' replied the boy.

'I've been thinking, maybe I was too hard on you earlier' said the woman. 'It's been a long day and I took out my aggravation on you. Here's the RM 25 you asked for.'

The little boy sat straight up, smiling. 'Oh, thank you Mummy!' he yelled. Then, reaching under his pillow he pulled out some crumpled up bills.

The woman saw that the boy already had money, started to get angry again.

The little boy slowly counted out his money, and then looked up at his mother.

'Why do you want more money if you already have some?' the mother grumbled.

'Because I didn't have enough, but now I do,' the little boy replied.

'Mummy, I have RM 50 now. Can I buy an hour of your time? Please come home early tomorrow. I would like to have dinner with you.'

The mother was crushed. She put his arms around her little son, and she begged for his forgiveness.

It's just a short reminder to all of you working so hard in life. We should not let time slip through our fingers without having spent some time with those who really matter to us, those close to our hearts. Do remember to share that RM 50 worth of your time with someone you love.

If we die tomorrow, the company that we are working for could easily replace us in a matter of hours. But the family & friends we leave behind will feel the loss for the rest of their lives.

the moral of this story is very very true... we shud never take our loved ones for granted... we shud never expect them to noe that we love them or expect that they'll love us back... we shud always assure them that we do love them and show it thru our actions.. instead spending all of our time chasing after things that are oni for our pleasures and which will oni last for that moment, we shud use all those time and spend it with the people we love most... cuz the time spent with them will become memories that will last forever...

some people longed to love and to be loved back by their loved ones, but unfortunately they dun have such chances... so if u have those chances, do not juz let it slipped thru ur fingers... cuz seriously we will not noe wat we hav til its gone... so, cherish and appreciate every moment spent wif the ppl u lovee.. no matter how short or how long the time spent, u noe u will still hav memories that come after it :)

lots of lovee, cass :)

yeapp.. and indeed all u need is lovee :)

2010-03-24T23:47:00.000-07:00

Break time wif jess :)

yeahh i was supposed to post this long time ago.. but was lazzie :P haha yeahh so here it is.. this post is about da break times i had wif jess during college :)

Date : 12th March 2010
Venue : Citrus Plus

haha yeahh it was da 2nd time we went to eat here... its kinda like a cafe style restaurant.. da concept of this restaurant is like an Italian's... we couldnt decide wat we wanted to eat.. so i taught jess how we Cheahs usually eat... HAHA... usually when my family go out and eat, each of us dun usually hav our own main course.. cuz my dad prefer ordering a few dishes and we will all share... sometimes, we oni eat appetizers for dinner.. cuz my dad will order like 7 diff types of appetizers... haha afta telling dat to jess, she gave me dat look.. haha but in da end she tried eating my way oso.. so we ordered 3 dishes and shared.. hahah it was kinda fun trying this way of eating wif a friend :)

so here are the dishes...

#1 POTATO SALAD ....

#2 GRANNY'S CUTLET RECIPE...

#3 SHEPHERD'S PIE...

hahaha it was very delicious and filling... seriously, we almost cant finish it.. da one we both love best was da shepherd's pie.. yummyyyyyy :P haha...

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Date: 16th March 2010
Venue: Street Cafe

and this is a korean restaurant where we've been like a zillion times d.. haha.. its kinda nice lah like if u juz need sumthing to fill ur empty tummy... and da best thing about this korean restaurant is dat da food is not spicyy.. seriously, usually korean food wud be like very very spicyy.. so, i think this place is highly recommended for korean fans who cant really tahan spicy food... haha..

camwhored while waiting for our orders... haha..

the one and oni me XD

jess :)

<3...

yeappp and our symmetrical lunch boxes !! haha coincidentally dat day we ordered da same thing !! haha so tadahhhh !! :P

okieee.. i think dats it... haha i noe its some random post cuz i dunno wat else to blog about.. so yeahh randomly found sumthing to blog about...

anyways, need to get back to my esl assignments.. its eating me alive !! :S hahaa..

lovessss :)

i dun wanna walk this road if i am to walk it alone...

2010-03-19T10:39:00.000-07:00

someone to fall back on :)

yeah yeahh i noe i havent been updating for more than a month.. as most of u guys can tell by now, im seriously a very lazzie blogger.. very very very LAZZIE !! :P haha anyways.. i got kinda a few stuff i wanna talk or rather post about.. but since its almost 2am now.. i'll save it for anotha day (which i dunno when, but i hope its soon) :P ahaha u see.. i oni get da blogging aura at weird hours when i oni hav limited time !! haha so annoying.. anyways.. da reason i came here was not to crap those few lines.. haha but to actually share a really nice song wif u guys.. i find it nice at least, dunno bout u.. well i think dis song most of u might hav heard it but maybe dun remember it adyy..

its actually a song from da movie bandslam :) its title is (refer to my post's title above) :P haha .. its sang by Alyson Michalka in da movie.. but juz found out dat it was actually sang before by anotha guy called Jason Robert Brown... but i so prefer da version sang by alyson.. it sound so much nicer...

go check out da song kayh :) i cant seem to post da video here.. dunno why.. blogger is so not liking me todayy .. haha..

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I'll never be
A knight in armor
With a sword in hand,
Or a kamikaze fighter;
Dont count on me
To storm the barricades
And take a stand,
Or hold my ground;
Youll never see
Any scars or wounds -
I dont walk on coals,
I wont walk on water:

I am no prince,
I am no saint,
I am not anyones wildest dream,
But I will stand behind
And be someone to fall back on.

Some comedy -
Youre bruised and beaten down
And Im the one
Whos looking for a favor.
Still, honestly,
You dont believe me
But the things I have
Are the things you need.
You look at me
Like I dont make sense,
Like a waste of time,
Like it serves no purpose -

I am no prince,
I am no saint,
And if thats what you believe you need,
Youre wrong - you dont need much,
You need someone to fall back on...

And Ill be that:
Ill take your side.
If Im the only one,
Im used to that.
Ive been alone,
Id rather be
The half of us,
The least of you,
The best of me.

And I will be

i'll be Your prince,
Ill be your saint,
I will go crashing through fences
In your name. I will, I swear -
Ill be someone to fall back on!
Ill be the one who waits,
And for as long as youll let me,
I will be the one you need.
Ill be someone to fall back on
ill be someone to fall back on
one to fall back on...
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i seriously seriously do love this song very much at the moment.. i find it very soothing and relieving :D

i juz wanna be someone u can fall back on :)

2010-02-14T00:19:00.000-08:00

HAPPIE VALENTINE'S DAYYYY !!!

yeapp its valentine's day todayy too !! :) haaha..

heyyyy people !! its da time of da year again when love is in da air !! haha.. its da time when u can see flowers + lil teddies in bouquets... boxes of chocolates wrapped nicely in big red ribbons :)

hmm well personally, i noe dat usually valentine's is celebrated by lovey dovey couples who wanna show their love for one anotha... BUT i dun think valentine's is ONLY for lovey dovey couples.. it can be celebrated by anyone at all be it singles or couples... its a time for everyone to express their love to their loved ones.. u can share ur love wif ur friends, family members or even ur ever faithful doggie :) haha.. well i guess its juz da mindset of how ppl interpret da meaning of valentine's dayy..

so, hav fun on dis wonderful day full of LOVES !! xD haha.. tell everyone u love dat u love them.. treasure every chance u have... dun ever take them for granted and expect them to noe dat u love them.. it doesnt oni hav to be on valentine's day dat u can tell ppl u love them.. u can do it everydayy.. appreciate ur love ones everydayy.. u can hav valentine's day everydayyy !! :P haha.. no one says u cant ritee ?? ;) haha..

juz say a simple "i love u" ... it might not be much, but im sure ur loved ones (frens, family, doggie, partner) will feel touched and appreciate those simple three words :) it might mean a lot to them and make them feel aprreciated :) so, take dis opportunity and make it extra special for everyone dat u love...

like wat im gonna do now.. :)

wanna be my valentine ?? :P haha..

so, i juz wanna take dis opportunity to tell everyone of u dat i love u... to my frens, family and err i dun hav a doggie so...haha.. I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH !! :) thanks for everything u all hav done for me.. i appreciate it all and thanks bringing laughters and smile upon my face :) u all deserve all da love dat i can givee.. hahaha..

I LOVE YOU !!

HAPPIE VALENTINE'S DAYYY !! :)

lovee, cass

2010-02-13T23:30:00.000-08:00

HAPPIE CHINESE NEW YEAR !!!!

heyyyy people... its another year of big makan time again !! :D haha.. ohh and not forgetting anotha year of ang pauS collecting for us unmarried ppl .. hehe.. eating, having fun and ang paus collecting is da oni thing most of us look forward to every chinese new year...

so anyways... may da Lord bring all of u love, peace and joy dis year.... may his blessings surround all of u and keep u safe from harm :) take careee and hav lots of fun....

PS : ohh and girls out there... DUN WORRY bout da eating part !! juz eat eat eat and eat eat EAT all u want and stop worrying bout getting fat, putting on weight or not being able to fit into ur new clothes !! cuz u oni get to do dis once a year so dun waste da chance !! hahaha cuz im not gonna :P its oni da first day and ive stuffed myself wif lots of cookies and carbonated drinks !! and i still am gonna do it !! XD hahaha..

happie chinese new year !! :)

2010-02-07T06:08:00.000-08:00

We will always be friends forever....

hmm... im feeling dis too !! IM SERIOUSLY MISSING MY CG !!! i serious missed it sooo sooo muchieee !!
- i missed all da times we spent togetha...
- i missed all da food we had...
- i missed all da laughters we laughed till our eyes teared and tummy ached...
- i missed all da stupid, insane and lame jokes we cracked up...
- i missed all fellowships and bondings we had...and most of all...
- i missed da every week's CG meetings we had wif each other...

well.. all those are oni left as memories now which will be engraved in my heart forever... we still see and spent time wif each other but not as frequent as it used to be... each and everyone of us shared a very unique and special bond wif one anotha... we got really really close to each other last year.. when everyone was very open to each other and sincerely placed their trust on each other... we were like dis one BIG FAMILYYY in Christ... its really amazing to noe dat u belong to somewhere so special :) im seriously so blessed to hav known them and be a part of dis...
but well.. i believe dat we'll still create more wonderful memories as we move on into a new stage of life althou it wont be da same as before.. and it wont be dat easy cuz da time dat we're gonna hav wif each other is limited.. but i believe dat if there is a will, there is a wayyy... wif God, everything is possible :)

so anywaysss.. da purpose of dis post was actually to capture back all da wonderful memories we had wif each other from da moment i knew them til now...so basically dis is a tribute for ex - Form 5 CG 2009...

come, lets walk down memory lane !! :) haha...

FORM 4 CG, 2008 ...

Event : Christmas party
Location : Playground opposite church

hmm... dis event was organized by us for our dearest cg leaders... they were fairly "tortured" by us... but in da end we innocent kids were not spared too and got our fair share of "treats" from them... haha but nonetheless, all of us had FUN...

remember dis?? haha.. our very own DIY grassway fashion show... our stunning models were our leaders themselves.. XD

oh, and dis ?? a good old game of twister.. and lots of face butting.. hmm sumthing like da one above.. haha..

hmm yeahh.. things were getting pretty messy.. wif body parts everywhere... haha..

AND NOW MY FAVOURITE PART !!

**drum rolls**

LEADERS GETTING PUNISHED !!!

reason : lost in games
punishments : eating, drinking and swallowing weird mixture of liquids down the throat..
materials : soy sauce, chilli sauce, vinegar, tomato ketchup, curry powder, wasabi...
procedure : 2 types of materials were mixed togetha.. oh and lots of wasabi is stuffed into cut sausages...( da mixture were concentrated, mind u.. xD) haha..
inventor of da punishments : da one and oni ME !! xD hehe..

lets enjoy da fun by watching them gulping it down once again.. hahah..

first up, we hav..

ANDREWWWWWWW !! ooh look.. he has a cup of drink getting ready there...haha he was like eating medicine oni :P

ABIGAIL !!! i think hers was a mixture of tomato ketchup and sumthing...

BEATRICEEEEEEEEEE !! haha dis one not oni wif her drink ready there.. but wif her eyes closed summore !! EXACTLY like a kid eating medicine.. haha so funny.. :P

CHERIEEEEEE !! haha !! dis one da whole water bottle summore !!! :P

CALVINNNNNN !!! hahha guess dats da like afta effect afta drinking his punishment... trying to keep himself from puking, no ?? hahah..

yeahh and then.. like i said.. WE WERE NOT SPARED !! we were forced to drink MY OWN punishments.. how fair ritee.. haha but ours was worst !! our wonderful leaders went and mixed all da materials plus softdrinks all together.. and made us gulp it all down !! :S look i think we were cheers-ing there !! haha..

oh and finally a group photo :)

Event : Youth Camp
Location : Bayu Beach Resort, PD

dis was my first youth camp ever :) it was amazing... it drew me closer to my cg members and most importantly, it was here dat drew me closer to God :) i was seriously touched by how amazing God is.. he opened up my eyes and i see things in a diff view, a clearer perspective... besides dat, i will never forget da nights dat we (da girls) stayed up all night to talk and laugh.. and da last night we oni slept for 2 to 3 hours !! haha.. dat was fun..

Group photo !! :)

*the end of year 2008!!*

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FORM 5 CG, 2009...

Event : CNY house visitations
Location : Arwyn's, Wen Qi's, Xan En's, Beatrice's and Jessica's

at wenqi's apartment downstairs...

Girls' group photo :)

Event : Water Baptism
Location : Charis Christian Centre

dis is da dayy i'll never forget... dis is da day i got water baptized !! :) 3 of us ( cher, jess and i) got water baptized... it was da day we declared to everyone dat we've accepted Jesus as our personal Lord and Saviour.. dat day was one of da most important day in my life...

jess , cher , me...

Event : Form 5 CG 09' Graduation
Location : in da playgroud opposite church

hmm yeahh we graduated from Form 5 CG 09' one week b4 our spm... it was a fun day.. because our leaders organized games for us on dat day.. they were helping us to release stresss... haha owhh and we had our graduation certificates too which were sweet sweet cards filled wif sweet sweet words of encouragement from our sweet sweet leaders... awwwhhh .. haha..

**oh and pics credited to erica**

Graduation photo :) - formal

Graduation photo - informal...

da girls :)
and we're bringing sexy back :P haha...

haha da guyss... and they're bringing superman back... xD hahaha..

Event : APYAC 2009
Location : Glad Tidings Church

Asia Pacific Youth Alive Conference !! wow dis event is seriously a very great impact in my life... seeing hearts being touched by da Holy Spirit is wonderful.. da speakers were awesome and funny too.. i believe life was transformed here.. cuz mine was.. my relationship wif God was closer.. and i began to hav more faith and trust in Him .. believing dat everything is according to His plans... and dat He knows wat i need... da worship session was a BLAST !! ive never experienced such awesome and hyped worship session before.. it was seriously da most amazing feeling to be able to worship Jesus wif all ur heart.. jumping, dancing and singing thruout all da worship session was amazing !!

**drum rolls**

HAHA !! YAYYYY !! got a pic 2 members of da band by Brad and Rebekah... everyone was very eager to take a pic wif Rob (da very tall guy there) ;) hahaha...

dinner at a cafe in da church...

nicole , me , ca , jess....

amanda , me , claudia...

haha... yeahh one of da lunch...

wif da japanese :)

jess and nicole wif da africans :)

wif da worship band - Brad & Rebekah :)

Event : Post Christmas Party
Location : Charis Christian Centre

uh huh youth force had a small after christmas partyyyy.. and da theme was SUPERHERO !! haha there was da powerpuff girls, lil spider girl, cat woman, magician, CHERleader xD, lots of supermans, and of cuz BATMAN !! haha.. was super fun seeing ppl get dressed up.. especially andrew !! XD haha..

Group picture- Form 5 CG..

Event : CG CAMP !!
Location : Port Dickson

yeapppp !! we had our own CG CAMP !! :) for three days.. thou by da end of da third day, all of us wished we cud extend it cuz it wasnt enuf !! haha.. yeahh it was organized by our leaders.. it was very sweet and nice of them to do this for all of us.. they even sacrificed (skipped uni, took leave from work) to hav a fun time wif us.. we really appreciate it and thanks for such memories :) i really hope and pray dat we cud do sumthing like dis again !! :) hahah.. da camp was seriously enjoyable fun and awesome !! we had great fellowship and bonding wif each other.. besides oni having fun, we also had our own worship and time of sharing and hearing of God's words.. we did not forget dat because of Jesus, He made dat camp happened for us.. He provided and made everything to go smoothly... we did not oni had fellowship wif each other but oso wif Jesus :) it felt wonderfully different... basically, da whole experience was awesome.. sumthing dat was WOW.. unforgettable definitely.. i really had great fun.. cuz u guys were amazing.. for bringing laughters all the way thru :) without any of u guys, da fun wud never be da same !! :)

Group picture before departure from church !! :) haha...

2nd day morning.. we were taking pics while waiting for da guys to cook us breakfast .. haha

hmm ultragirls i think.. XD ahaha..

aahah kononnye "emo" look.. haha so funny our "emo" look .. XD

hahaha popped legs :) :P

hear no evil... see no evil... speak no evil...

and da best part of da camp is FOOD !! lots and lots of them..
on da 1st day night, hmm dun mind dis hungry girl here :P haha..

yeahh our 2nd day night dinner .. BBQ !! yeahh zanne's bbq-ed sausage.. haha..

went to da beach.. dis beach was exactly where we went for our youth camp in 2008... so nostalgic feeling going bac there.. so many fun stuff happened .. xD haha..

me and beatriceee... look and da view of da sea and da skyy.. so pretty aint it.. :) (taken wif da magic of andrew's nikon dslr)

girls jump shot !! heart dis :) .. (yeahh and dis too taken wif a dslr)

Group picture before leaving PD... aww...

Group picture upon arrival back to church... awwwhhh :)

which means the end of our cg camp.. well all in all it was great fun... hope theres anotha one like dat .. :)

*the end of year 2009!!*

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AFTER FORM 5 CG (COLLEGE CG), 2010...

Event : Cher's and Xan's birthday celebration
Location : Boston, Leisure Mall

yeahhh dis was our first cg outing togetha of da year !! and da outing we had so far til now... we decided to hav lunch togetha after church service to celebrate cher's and xan's bday... had lunch.. afta luch played some games.. da games were introdeced by YES ppl (zanne, amanda and darrell) .. haha da games were fun and challenging.. need lots of brain !! haha.. I MANAGED TO FIGURE OUT DA FIRST GAME IN LESS THAN 10 MINUTES !!! :D:D:D hahaha.. da game is called AROUND THE WORLD !! :) *bangga* !! :P hahah.. but da rest i was screwed.. and games afta games.. diff ppl managed to figure it out.. none of us managed to figure out 2 games.. haha da funniest game of da day was da "how many angels is falling from da sky".. HAHAH CHERR !! :P she took da LONGEST to figure dat out.. til i had to show her da most obvious from da obvious and finally she got it :P ahhaha..

Group pictureeee !! :)

yeahh and i HAD to post dis up !!:P haha.. everyone had a pic wif cher's shutter shades :) and dis is my shot !! :) *muackss* :P haha

so i guesss dis is it.. ive come to the end of my tribute to our ex- form5 cg... and uve reached da end of memory lane so far :) da memory lane is still a long way to go.. its juz waiting to be pathed.. and oni Jesus will direct our paths and give us great memories along da way :) so far its been great and i wud not wanna change anything dat ive been thru ... i believe dat because of God, we'll become stronger and stronger and no'in will be able to break our bonds wif each other :)

i love love love love love u guys very muchieee !! thanks for everything !! :)

lots of love, cass:)

2010-02-04T02:41:00.000-08:00

you are the light of my lifee....

when vanity strikes.. haha XD

hmm ive survived da 1st month of college... so far so good.. i noe dat i cud never hav done it without Jesus.. He was da one giving me da strength and da courage to go thru dis transition of lifee.. its seriously a very very big different from high scool lifee.. cuz in high scool almost everything is being done for u.. but in college, everything u hav to do it urself...

its like a whole new environment.. theres all kind of ppl there.. ppl u never knew... all from diff backgrounds and lifestyles... so starting college is like starting kindergarten.. where ur like an alien who dunno a single person there... in kindergarten, u will end up playing wif da girl/boy next to u like bestfrens in juz less than 10 minutes.. BUT.. in college its so NOT like dat...its really hard to find someone who clicks wif u and talk like u guys are bestfrens... well even if u do, it might not last long.. unless ur lucky to find someone genuine..

cuz unfortunately.. its very sad to say dat ppl in college, they are not dat simple.. they might look all innocent and nicee but u wudnt noe wat are they like.. they might be da ones bitting ur neck in da futuree.. cuz to be honest, i realised dat its all about how u carry urself and how u look on da outside dat matters to them.. one word to fully describe dat is : Judgemental... unless and until ur like them, they'll oni come and mix wif u...

well, not 100% of college kids are like dat.. i mean there are really nice and awesome ppl u can make frens wif too.. ppl dat accept u for who u aree.. and talk to u no matter how u look.. and share their jokes wif u... so, if ur lucky ull get these genuine souls as ur frens.. well and i consider myself lucky !! i seriously thank God dat he blessed me wif awesome and nice frens who do not simply judge me.. instead accept me for who i am and taking da initiative to noe me betta..

oh and dats not da oni thing i wanna thank God for.. i seriously wanna thank God for placing my fren wif me in da SAME college... SAME course.. and SAME class !!! for sending someone i already knew for 2 years to go thru this transition wif me :) i seriously cannot be more grateful than dis.. im seriously amazed dat God noes wat i actually need.. and he gives it more than i expected !! i really wanna praise da Lord wif all my heart for being ever so faithful and sweet to me althou i dont deserve it.. Jesus is seriously very amazing !! :) he works in ways none of us can ever imaginee.. and he works in ways dat touched our hearts and open up our eyes :)

thanks JESS for being here for me.. for going thru dis wif me.. i believe dat God places both of us togetha in da same place for 10 months is for a reason.. a purpose dat He had planned for us :) so no matter wat, we'll go thru dis togetha.. so conclusion, im glad to say dat jess, u hav to bear wif all my craziness and cassandra-ness !! :P u hav NO CHOICE !! hahah..

before i end .. had PHYSICS EXAM todayyyy !! since last december !! da oni diff is dat dis exam is way way way TOUGHER !! :S haha..

okiee toodlesss...

i surrender all of my life to u...

come and take me...

use me however u choose...

all i am is Yours...

2010-01-12T06:42:00.000-08:00

SBU's SENIOR PROM NITEEE :)

**18th of December 2009**

i'll juz let da pics do da talking.. im very lazy to do story telling.. haha.. xD

Daniel...

Xin Yi..

Michelle..

Afzyyyyyy :)

Ivyyyyyyy :)

Nicoleee....

Tashaaa :)

Haseef...

table-mates.. haha tasha, me, alya and haseef...

PROM KING AND QUEEN !! :) Kim Hong was our prom queen :)

Nikko hotel's ladies'... haha nice ritee.. its actually a room wif a big mirror where girls touch up their make up or wat not.. haha..

Bryant...

Trixieeeee :)

Zaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn !! :) my "lala" buddy !! :P hahaha..

my loveeee !! :) <3

alyaaaaaaa !! :)

xoxo...

and finally, urs truly :)

oh and i was awarded da "MOST ELIGIBLE BACHELORETTE" tittle !! XD hahaha...

hehe.. :)

my hairstyle for dat niteee...

ohh and my sis.. she was actually sleeping adyy.. but when she heard me opened da door at bout 1am.. she suddenly woke up and said wanna take pics wif me ... LOL... and dis is da pic which is not obvious dat she hav da sleepy look on her facee..

hahaha.. dat nite was one word... AWESOME !! :) had lots fun wif frens...

- ateeee...

- talked...

-crapped...

-laughed like crazyyy...

-oh and DANCED !! XD haha..

- CAMWHORED !! :P

hahaha it was seriously a nite to remember lahh... glad dat my senior prom rocked !! :) haha..

im starting to miss high scool now...

2010-01-10T08:36:00.000-08:00

Girls juz wanna hav fun :)

**9th December 2009**

i noe its been a month.. but i juz feel like talking about dis.. went out wif ALYA a day afta spm was over !! :) we went and lepak-ed at PAVILION !! from 10 to 5...

i went to coffee bean somewhere opposite pavilion building as early as 8.30am... cuz parents had something to do near there and they had to be there by 9am.. so they dropped me off at coffee bean and got me my mocha frap before they left... so i sat there and waited for alya to come... watched ppl going in and out from coffee bean was a great way to kill timee.. seriously !! haha cuz coffee bean was like an orang tengah where ppl used it to go over to da other sidee.. so i see loadz of office ppl walking back and forth thru coffee bean.. some even stopped for a coffee.. haha.. so i checked ppl out till abt 9.30..cuz dats when alya came.. so we sat at coffee bean for a while and talked and crapped and of course camwhored !! haha till 10am then we walked across to Pavilion via da technologized overhead bridge... haha..

then we went to da cinema to book a movie.. we watched a christmas carol :) movie was about 12 plus.. da movie was okayh lahh.. juz theres some scaryy parts which i'd never expect from a christmas moviee.. and i gotta say dis...

**alyaaa was scared !!** :P hahah..

everytime when theres sudden movements or da eerie sound, alya wud movie closer to me...and she'd jerk a lil too.. was so funny lahh when i told her about it afta da moviee.. haha so afta movie we went for lunch at da food court.. then afta dat was historyyyy !! we walked and walked.. shopped and shopped... talked and talked... crapped and crapped... laughed and laughed... we oni managed to buy some clothes from cotton on... were actually hunting for prom shoes but all were too expensive and da heels were like killer so was not suitable for us...so didnt managed to buy prom shoes dat day but we definitely had LOADZ OF FUN togetha !!

alya had to go at 5 plus.. so i sent her til da bridge and saw her off till she entered da car ... and i went back inside pavilion cuz i had to wait for parents til 6pm.. so while waiting, i shopped for my fren's bday gift.. by da time i finished, parents picked me and we went home.. was super super super tired.. my feet were all sored.. but all was worth it .. i'd never exchange dat day wif anything elsee :) ...

*pics credits to alyaaa...*

at coffee bean...

1st attempt... niceeee....

2nd attempt.. niceeeerrrr :)

on our way to pavilion... pavilion's bridge...

christmas decos... i looked so tinyyy.. haha..

white reindeer :)

santa's sleigh... haha..

reindeer ...

christmas trees outside pavilion...

alyaaaa :)

da overall view of da decos from da top of da stairs...

yahh its a must for a pic in pavilion's toilet... hahaha..

on da way to da moviee...

it was definitely a day i'll never forget :)

THE END !! :) haha..

love u lots alyaaaa :)

2010-01-07T09:14:00.000-08:00

cause it's something about the way u know me...

heyyyy IM BACK !! :D

gosh its been like days and months since ive updated !! oh no, da last time i updated was last year !! imagine dat.. its already 2010 and i hav not say anything here... hahah..

havent blogged about :
- life afta spm..
- prom nitee...
- CHRISTMAS..
- CG camp..
- New Year..

gosh dats a lot :S haha and soon its gonna be about college life !! hahah.. oh and not forgetting my driving stuff.. haha gonna take my undang exam dis saturdayyy...

anywayss.. im gonna blog about dat long list some otha time.. not gonna do it now cuz kinda watching a moviee.. haha.. hopefully i'll get to start blogging more often again.. well, as u can see im kinda lazy and not sumone u wud wanna call a "rajin blogger" ... haha..

so.. i'll be back.. STAY TUNE... haha..

lovesss.. :)

and it's juz something bout the way u love me...

2009-10-28T02:50:00.000-07:00

Begin Again...
colbie caillat

I can't get you out of the sunlight
I can't get you out of the rain
I can't get you back to that one time
Cause you and me are still recovering

So let's just, try to cool it down
The fighting, this feeling of flames
So let's try to slow it down
We crash when we race

[chorus:]
Oh this is not the way that it should end
It's the way it should begin
It's the way it should begin, again
No, I never wanna fall apart,
Never wanna break your heart
Never wanna let you break my own
Yes, I know we've said a lot of things
That we probably didn't mean
But it's not too late to take them back
So, before you say you're gonna go...
I should probably let you know
That I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had...

See I look for you in the morning
Cause that's what my mind always calls
And I can't wait to get to the evening
Cause that's when I want you the most

So let's try to cool it down
The fighting, this feeling of flames
So let's try to slow it down
We crash when we race

[chorus:]

But I know it now...
I wish I would've known before
How good we were...
Or is it too late to come back
Or is it's really over,
If it's really over...

But this is not the way that it should end
It's the way it should begin
It's the way it should begin, again
No, I never wanna fall apart,
Never wanna break your heart
Never wanna let you break my own
Yes, I know we've said a lot of things
That we probably didn't mean
But it's not too late to take them back
So, before you say you're gonna go...
I should probably let you know
That I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had...

I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had...
I never knew what I had...

**aweeesooomeeee song !!! =D**

2009-10-05T21:33:00.000-07:00

its alright, its okayhh ..

dis post is highly requested by my faithful fans !! xD

soooo ..

HEYYYYYYY !!!

im back noww !!

and im GONEE !! =p

gonna be M.I.A for quite sometime till i dunno when ...

so MISS ME KAYHHH !! :D haha..

till thenn ..

lovesss :)

2009-09-24T03:20:00.000-07:00

Love is like a war, it always finds it's way thru...

- Looking back, I have this to regret, that too often when I loved, I did not say so.

(David Grayson)

- If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them.

(Source Unknown)

- The way to find out if you love someone or not, is by talking to them. The more you talk to them the more you either hate them or love them.
(Brad Breitenstein)

- Live through feeling and you will live through love. For feeling is the language of the soul, and feeling is truth.

(Matt Zotti)

-Of all forms of caution, caution in love is perhaps the most fatal to true happiness. (Bertrand Russell)

haha...

dunno wat to update these days..

so juz tot of creating dis lovey dovey post..

2009-09-23T10:12:00.000-07:00

do not play wif my feelings...

cuz its not at all funny...

2009-09-22T09:40:00.000-07:00

sometimes i wonder...

if im ever worth it..

2009-09-16T03:43:00.000-07:00

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my bestfriend is seventeen !!
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on da 16/09/09
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HAPPIE 17th BIRTHDAY ALYAAAAAA !!!! :)
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firstly let us go back in time and reflect on all those memories we hav shared.. :) thru da pics we've captured... these are all da pics i hav of u... actually there are more but its too many to post it all up ... sooooo....
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introducing ALIA ZURINA !!
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***drum rolls***

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this is our first picture togetha... awhhh :) hahah..

and this is our latest picture togetha.. and i loveee this da most !!

alya in 1950's...

alya and zan...

during IU DAY....

alya in Hawaii's toilet?? hahaha...

yeapp we were hoola hoola-ing in da toilet dressed up in hawaiian clothes...

and it looks like we're enjoying it and having fun !! haha...

shweeeet :)

haha nahhh!! da truth was we were at our friend's party la... and her theme was hawaii !!

alya and zan...

i was tryin to cheer her up...

was still trying really hard.....

and SUCCEEDED !!! ~alya smiled~alya smiled~alya smiled~ hahaha!!

i was checkin her out.. but kena palau-ed...

hahaha i dunno wat happened.... cuz afta dat...

she was checkin me out !!! hahahahah !!

okayhh people so now u've seen how alya eats... so watch out!! cuz she aint dat gentle all da time!! hahahah.. =p

but she is still as sweeeeet all of da time !!!

at a choral speaking competition...

eventhou i looked so so so stupid here, i still post dis up... because.... u looked STUPID too !!! hahaha!! =p

yeapp we were advertising milo drinks !! haha...

so there u hav it... a part of alya's life wif cass made by cass !! hahaha !!

anywaysss...that was juz da appetizer... now for da main course... okayhh get ready cuz im gonna start talking...ermm typing i mean.. and i dunno when im gonna stop...hahaha...

firstly..noh ive done firstly... so secondly...alya, i wanna let u noe dat uve been an awesome fren to me all these while... im very very grateful dat ive been given da opportunity to be called a fren of urs... u dunno how much u hav shined in my life... ur someone who is very nice to be around... i noe dat i can always count on u if i needed to talk, cry or even laugh... ur always there when i call... uve never said no to anything ive asked of u... u willingly helped me thru my troubles and needs without asking why do u need to...

thou ive oni met u last year and da time we've known each other was oni a year plus... but it is proven that theres a strong bond between us cuz we've clicked really fast and brought dis priceless friendship this far... we've so much in common and plenty to talk about.. we can juz sit and start talking like theres no limit.. and we can juz call each other up and talk for hours.... oh and we can practically laugh at almost everything...

but when i first knew u, u were actually da reason we laugh!! =p hahah.. juz by looking at u or da things u do, i tell u it really amused me... u do da silliest things alive... and well anything is worth it if its for a good laugh, rite ?? =p but now u rarely fall for our pranks anymoree... so all our attempts to prank u dah tak jadi anymore... seems like ur immune to it ady... anyways u are still u and u still make me laugh when u do one of ur silly and clumsy stunts !! =p hahaha..

alya, i wanna express my sincere apologies to u if ive ever hurt u in any ways... if ive said something dat might hav offended u.. or did something dat might hav caused u troubles... or if ur upset wif me for watever i did...im really sorrie... i might not hav realised or noticed it, but i juz wanna say dat im truly sorrie for da things dat ive done anything to hurt... im sorrie kayhh .. :)

i oso wanna thank u for everything dat uve done for me... for things uve helped me with.. for helpin me thru my studies... for telling me when im wrong... for correcting my mistakes... for listening to my troubles... for lending me a shoulder to cry on... for comforting me when im sad... for trying very hard to cheer me up when im not in da mood... for defending me when u noe im right... for sharing my happiness togetha... for laughing at my stupid jokes... for accepting me for who i am... for making me feel appreciated... for standing by my side and juz being there for me.. for goin thru da hard times togetha when stuff happens... and most importantly, for being my bestfriend.... :)

alya u are truly a blessing to everyone who knows u... cuz u are friendly and kind... warm and nice... honest and not jugdemental... juz being who u are inside... u are really a friend dat no one wanna lose... well, it is their lost, not urs !! :) i really admire how u carry urself and da things dat u hold on tightly to... u dun believe in taking da easy way out... u oni believe in working very hard to earn da things u want... and i will always support u in everything u do...

and now for da dessert... i hope dat watever dat we share here will be continue in da future.. da friendship dat we hav will be as long as it can last...dat we will still be da best of friends when we go our separate ways... i really appreciate everything dat uve done for me... and for not letting me down in anyways... ull always be my friend and bestfriend!! oh and i wanna thank u too for comming to scool always when i asked u to.. cuz well, i guess we are da oni 2 ppl dat are not able to skip scool sesuka hati !!! ahahha...

so for da last last time of this year ... i juz wanna shout dis out loud... so loud dat da whole world can hear !!!

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY ALYAAAA !!! :D

take care and have fun ...

and

I LOVE U !!

~cass~ :)

2009-09-09T08:10:00.003-07:00

MUMMY ...

090909

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY MUMMY !! :)

a special mummy born on a special day...

mummy.. thank u for all dat uve done for me... for all da countless advice and scolding... for da wonderful years spent wif u and for more and more and more wonderful years to come... for ur sacrifices and care for us... for not giving up on us when we've failed u many times... for da many surprises dat uve surprised us wif... and most of all for da unconditional love dat uve poured upon us... i pray dat ull always be a blessing to this family and to us... i pray dat ull succeed in all u do... and may da presence of da Lord always be wif u now and forever... u are da best, mummy...

I LOVE U ....

:)
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2009-09-09T08:10:00.001-07:00

ABIGAIL ....

090909

a special girl born on a special day...

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY ABIGAIL :)

- hope dat u had a great birthday...
- all da best in everything u do...
- thanks for being a great leader and friend...
- may God bless u and ur family always...
- take care and have fun...

loves :)

2009-09-04T00:27:00.000-07:00

Math paper 2

was SUCKY !!!

cant believe i even screwed up da simplest question...

2009-08-29T23:31:00.000-07:00

IDHZAN CHIN....

HAPPIE BUFF 17TH BIRTHDAY DUDE !! :)

firstly, i'll let all ur pics do da talking first... btw these are da oni pics i hav of u... very little oni =(

anyways...

***drum rolls***

idhzan.. haha curi-ed dis from ur FB ... cuz i dun hav a solo pic of u.. hahah.. (eh and dats da shirt i gave u last yr ritee? ) :) haha..

we went 50 yrs back in time...

da one and oni pic i hav wif u... yeahh okay okayy i'll admit it since its ur bday, yesh zan ur a lil TALLER than me.. happie ?? hahah..

hmm yeahh about dis... its da gays in da making... hahaha...

at my sweet 16th last yr...

during our last interact photo session...

haha da best pic of all pics.. now da whole world get to see how u look when ur tryin to eat and laugh or eat and smile at da same timee... hahaha.. wat were u tryin to do actually ??

ppl.. dun play play!! zan is really good at dis... im not kidding!! zan can hoola hoolaaaa !! =p hahah..

for da FINALE...

its zan and alyaaa... my two bestfriends in da world... :)

zan.. all da best in everything u do... thanks for everything dat uve done for me.. for helpin me thru my studies... for spending time telling me all ur grand-idhzan storries... for cheering me up when i was not in da mood.. for tryin to make me laugh when im sad... for comforting me when somethings happened... and most of all for being my friend... ive never thought in a million years dat ur now one of my bestfriends... well u noe how u were when u were in ur primary and lower secondary scool days... very naughty and rebellious.. hahah.. honestly before i knew u, i thought u were those typical kinda teenage boys who were naughty and love causing troubles... but well, i guess now uve grown out of it and began to love BOOKS more... hahah..

when i first got to noe u early of last year, i never thought dat u will become my buddy now.. u appear to me as a very quiet and shy kinda guy... so different than how i used to hear or at least seen about u... but as time goes by, as i got to noe u closer, u were very nice and friendly and SMART !! haahha.. i can still remember those times when we create havoc in class.. everytime when theres no teacher in class, u and derek will come to our places at da back of da class and do stupid stuff dat will make us laugh our heads off.. i guess dat was da oni time when we were really noisy and get shoosh-ed at most of da time by prefects.. haha..

da one thing dat i admire about u is dat ur very friendly to everyone.. ur not jugdemental at all... u accept a person for who they are and dats a very rare quality u can find in human these days.. i also admire ur principles in life... u believe in working hard to get wat u want and not taking da easy way out... ur always very generous and think of people more than urself.. u care about ur friends feelings and u always seemed to noe when we're not feeling ok... and ur always on da mission to make ppl laugh... ull always tell us watever dat u think is funny dat is going on in ur life... and yeahh most of it are funny... but i hav to admit dat some of it are lame... and i guess u knew it by looking at our "huh" or "buat bodoh" kinda faces.. but no matter how lame it is.. its still urs and its still original by zan.. so u still deserve a good job for trying... :) hahah..

zan.. im really sorrie if ive ever done anything wrong dat might hav hurt u... i might not hav noticed it, but i juz want u to noe dat im sorrie and dat ull accept my sincere apologies... but i juz want u to noe dat uve been a great friend and been there for me all these while... honestly speaking zan... to hav u as a friend is one's pride... ur really humble and never boast about urself before... eventhough everyone noes dat ur very SMART !! but u juz dun wanna accept it.. haha..

lastly... i really apperciate everything dat uve done for me... for da great memories dat uve left in me.. for all da laughters dat uve brought me... and for da life lessons dat ive learnt from u... i juz wanna wish u luck in everything u do... i wish u all da best in ur relationship wif trish... and i'll always uphold u in my prayer for watever u do.. i hope dat our friendship will last for a long time even afta leavin our high scool years... and ull always be my....

zan = rempit + lala + NERDO + SMARTASS + gay + AWESOME BUDDY !!! =D

*phewww*

*panting for air*

*take deep breath*

and for da last time of da year...

HAPPIE 17th BIRTHDAY ZAN !!!! :)

hahaha can publish a novel ady... hahaha... i noe la i very ze long winded wan la.. but well i love to talk so u cant blame me for talking but in a typing way... hahhaha... anywaysss.. hope dat ull hav a great 17th... wish u all da best for spm.. but for now trials first.. hav fun and enjoyyyy.. take caree and i'll cyahhh in two days time when da war begins.. hahaha...

yours truly,

CASSIE =)

toodlessss...

2009-08-28T22:49:00.000-07:00

im not a mind reader, but im reading da signs...

woah my last update was like 2 weeks ago.. i cant find da time cuz trials is 2 days from now..

anyways...

i cut my hair.. my fringe actually... i didnt want it so short actually, but da hairdresser cut it a lil too short.. so it was like not long not short.. like tergantung.. so i cut it a lil more shorter myself and tadahh... i hav a real fringe now... i love it like dat thou.. i dun really fancy fringes but i think dis one looks nice :) haha..

gonna post anotha post afta dis...

2009-08-14T10:40:00.000-07:00

someone who will never let u down..

HAPPIE SEXAYY 17Th BIRTHDAY ZANNE !!

durin iu day...

zanne :)

haha.. i noe da pics look familiar!!! cuz actually ritee... ermm... ermmm... i curi-ed from ur bloggie..hahah.. its da same pics u posted for my bday!! hahaha.. i have ur pics.. but its like wif otha ppl.. so wat does dis tell us?? it tells us dat : WE SHALL TAKE MORE PICS TOGETHA IN DA FUTURE !!! ahahah..

anywayss... zanne ur finally 17!! welcome to da club of being still young...haha... i wish u all da best in everything u doo.. never give and hav confidence in urself.. and most importantly hav faith and trust in da Lord always.. im really glad to be given an opportunity to be known as a friend of urs.. uve been a great friend so far throughout da one year plus ive known u.. ur always there and never let me down when i needed u... thanks for everything.. juz ur friendlyness and joyful personality hav always made our days great..ur a talented writer... u can write great stories.. i noe dat cuz ive read a few of ur "karya" !! hahaha.. keep up wif dat.. we will all support u in watever u do... take care n hav fun..

before i end dis.. i juz gotta say dis agian...

HAPPIE 17th BIRTHDAY !!! :D

love ya my director :) haha..

2009-08-11T07:52:00.000-07:00

say i love u...

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appreciate the people around u...

tell them u LOVE them...

so, why wait? Do it now...

rather than when its too late...

never take them for granted...

never assume dat they noe u love them...

assure them by tellin it to them...

we may neva noe wat is gonna happen tmr...

so if u still hav everyday...

make dat everyday count...

do wat u want and need to do...

do not tell urself dat u can always do it anotha time...

cuz u might never noe when ur given da next chance...

it may be today, tmr or maybe never...

u will never noe when they're gonna leave u...

cuz these things happen beyond ur control...

it oni happens according to God's will...

oni God noes wat is best for us...

so do not hurt them...

appreciate, thank and love them...

for all they hav done for u...

despite how big or how small da favour was...

show them dat u really care...

let them see and feel ur love for them...

cuz when something really happens

when they are gonna leave u forever...

all of u will hav no regrets...

so...i wanna say dis sincerely from da bottom of my heart...

I LOVE U !! :)

people are very precious...

especially da ones dat u love...

2009-08-09T08:40:00.000-07:00

i juz want ya to noe..

currently im watching CSI... watched 4 back-to-back episodes already... havent watched so many at one go thou.. so cool.. haha..

till then.. byeee.. nitezz..

2009-08-06T02:15:00.000-07:00

one minute is love and suddenly is like a battlefield...

.

one week of H1N1 hols has finally came to an end... tmr scool reopens.. it felt like juz yesterday when da whole world kept sending texts saying dat scool is quarantined for H1N1... and now da quarantine period is over...

1 week...

7 days...

168 hours...

10080 minutes...

604800 seconds...

has past... (dun worry im not a maths genius freak... i had my calculator wif me...)

time flies.. and i dare not count how much time i hav till trials... juz thinking dat its less than a month is starting to freak me out... okieeee... fineee.. i'll go to something more productive now...

till then.. lovesss..

i want my starbucks mocha frap pronto...

2009-08-05T23:37:00.000-07:00

Fallin For You...

by Colbie Caillat

I don’t know but

I think I maybe

Fallin’ for you

Dropping so quickly

Maybe I should

Keep this to myself

Waiting ’til I

Know you better

...

**I am trying

Not to tell you

But I want to

I’m scared of what you’ll say

So I’m hiding what I’m feeling

But I’m tired of

Holding this inside my head

...

[chorus:]

I’ve been spending all my time

Just thinking about ya

I don’t know what to do

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’ve been waiting all my life

And now I found ya

I don’t know where to

I think I’m fallin’ for you

I’m fallin’ for you

...

As I’m standing here

And you hold my hand

Pull me towards you

And we start to dance

All around us

I see nobody

Here in silence

It’s just you and me

...

repeat **

repeat [chorus]

...

Oh I just can’t take it

My heart is racing

The emotions keep spinning out

...

repeat [chorus]

...

I think I’m fallin’ for you

...

I can’t stop thinking about it

I want you all around me

And now I just can’t hide it

I think I’m fallin’ for you (x2)

...

I’m fallin’ for you

...

Ooohhh

Oh no no

Oooooohhh

Oh I’m fallin’ for you

a
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shweeeetttt :)

2009-08-04T02:52:00.000-07:00

a smile a day keeps ur problems away...

my heart and my soul

i give You control

consume me from the inside out

Lord let justice and praise

become my embrace

to love You from the inside out

everlasting
Your light will shine when all else fades
never ending
Your glory goes beyond all fame

and the cry of my heart

is to bring You praise

from the inside out

Lord my soul cries out

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a smile is da greatest gift a person has...

so, use it to brighten up people's lives...

and perhaps even ur own...

do not waste such a wonderful gift...

2009-08-02T09:35:00.000-07:00

its always easier said than done....

yesterday we went for a barbeque buffet at Halia Gardens situated at Sime Darby Convention Centre... it was really a long and painful nite out for me... my my booked for a table for 7pm.. so we all got dressed and left da house at about 6 something... then while we reached federal highway, there was a massive traffic jam... and we suspected dat it was cuz of da road block.. btw midvalley was juz minutes away from where we were caught in da jam at federal highway.. then my dad decided to take da old klang road to avoid da jam... so he T-offed to take da old klang road... it was smooth at first... until we came to dunno-which-part-of-the old klang road, saw many many cars... yeahh anotha jam... so we thought it wud be fast.. but we were so wrong.. da cars moved as slow as a snail... seriously... and guess wat?? we actually got stuck there for a good one and a half hours!!!
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so later my dad remembered dat further down got a t-off back to federal highway.. so we practically crawled all our way to dat t-off and finally we reached it.. and da moment i saw something dat made me go oh my gosh... da moment my dad took da turn to federal highway, i saw midvalley... kan i dah cakap dat midvalley was at first minutes away from where we were?? if oni we stayed on dat highway, we wudnt hav got stuck in a jam for no reason.. and afta my dad took da t-off back to federal highway, he was speeding all da way... speeding on all da flyovers which was very scary... hahaa.. and when we found da signboard sayin Sime Darby CC, we were delighted dat we almost reached ady...
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and things juz got worst... from a distance to da turning to da building... we saw anotha massive jam.. and we all got even more frustrated.. cuz we were all so hungry... and my mum called da restaurant onece earlier to say dat we'll be late cuz of traffic jams.. and my mum extent da time to 7.45... but when we were juz a lil outside da building, it was 8 ady... and da road was packed.. so my mum called in again, and said dat we were juz outside but caught in anotha jam.. then da person in-charged said dat theres a concert going on nearby... and dat explains why.. as we got closer up da road, we can see cars parked all along da road.. as in seriously.. along da highway.. on da left and on da right.. which oni gave space to one lane of on-moving cars... so yeahh there was seriously a concert of i dunno which celeb at an empty field nearby...
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finally reacher da building... went in took our seat and charged da buffet table.. it was wonderful until mr.cramp came along... yeahh suddenly i had a bad stomach cramp... seriously.. i cudnt evern sit straight nor walk... so while everybody ate nicely, i juz sat and groaned cuz i cant do anything.. da pain was unbearable... but at da end i managed to eat da chocolate fountain grapes which my sis did for me... and afta dat balik... my bros and sis and parents had loadz of fun eating ..they kept leavind a table for food.. while i sat there waiting and looking at them... so my dad was like u ah so not worth it.. i think even ur bros ate more than u.. they shud charge u for a 6 year old kid price... hhahaha.. and i was like i ate wat.. blame my stomach...
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there u hav it... da whole story... such an eventful nitee full of surprises for me.. hahha.. both long and painful nitee.. hahaha..
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and dat explains why i didnt managed to take any pics.. cuz i cant walk straight.. and da whole cramp thingy spoilt my mood.. anyways.. da place was awesome and da food dat i managed to eat was yummy...haha...

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cuz its never easier done than said...

2009-08-01T08:13:00.000-07:00

IVY HOW

is SEVENTEEN !!!!

ivy in a kimono at last year's IU DAY ...

my bestieee.. :)

ivy and alya...

french maid + geisha !! *ivy looked so sweet*

a day afta PMR... we looked like kids then.. haha..

HAPPIE 17th BIRTHDAY DARLING !!!!!!

ivy..

thanks for being there for me all these while.. im really glad to have known someone as friendly and as sweet as u... i noe i can always count on u because ull never let me down... u had never said no when i asked u a favour.. instead u did it willingly and full-heartedly... u noe, ur truly a blessin to da ppl around u... thanks for everything, ivy... i pray dat all ur wishes will come true.. all da best in everything u do... im always there for u if u need me.. take caree.. have fun.. and...

I LOVE YOU :)

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY !! :D

2009-07-24T01:29:00.000-07:00

im juz looking from a distance...

i dunno wat to blog ady these days.. so as i was looking thru my photo albums.. and i found something dat will oni be left as memories now...

im talking bout our post as INTERACT 08/09 BODS...
my post as PUBLICITY DEPUTY 08/09...
had came to an end...

da new line of BODS for da INTERACT CLUB 09/10 has also been elected...
which officially makes us resign from our post...

we had lots of fun every week during our weekly meetings... and also during our own bods meetings... we did a lot of activities dis year... and one year seemed to past by really fast... and most of us had our last chance organizing and preparing for our IU Day... Nevertheless, we did our part and hope dat da new bods will do a great job and make us proud... :) all we can do now is to wait for them to amaze us...

these pictures were taken during our scool magazine photography session...

INTERACT CLUB 08/09's BOARD OF DIRECTORS !! :D

da monkey faces look...
(from left): daniel, idhzan, cass, ee lyn, kim, hakim, aimi, ann, trixie, ivy, ruzanna

da serious look... our uniforms damn chun ritee?? haha..

da smiley look... :)

da informal shot...

zan, alya, me, ivy....

aimi, zan, alya, ee lyn, cass, ivy

this was when everyone started comin in one by one.. and there u hav it.. a crammed up one-on-top-of-the-other shot....

a formal shot.. i think dis is juz trial.. cuz we were missin da president, ee lyn....

a perfect formal shot... we looked smart, dun we?? :)

and tadah!! our last interact photo shoot of our life!!!

and afta dat we syiok sendiri... cuz we had our own SENIOR shot !!

*HIGH SCHOOL INTERACT - SENIOR YEAR* !!! HAHA!! :DDD

one word : AWESOME !!

gonna miss it a lot thou... no more wearing da very chun-ted uniform for meetings anymore.. hahaha...

and juz standing in da background....

2009-07-22T04:39:00.000-07:00

im not a princess...

im so not ready for ujian 2!!

i dunno y on earth they wanna torture and waste our time wif dis...

i bet a lot of ppl is gonna skip dis...

thou i cant skip, and still gotta take dis freaking test...

im so not ready and will not prepare for it...

so screw it....

TRIALS are far more important....

at dis point of time....

this aint a fairytale...

2009-07-18T07:55:00.000-07:00

once a friend, forever a friend...

18/07/09

HAPPIE SEXY SEVENTEENTH BIRTHDAY my SEXAY SKINLESS FRIEND !!! =D

told ya i was gonna put dis up if u dun give me anotha pic of urs... but dis looks nice.. dunno y u dun like it.. :)

haha.. and dis is anotha, only pic i hav wif u...juz errm ignore alya's back... so too bad... sad ritee...

hey, uve finally turned 17 today woman!! and start acting like ur 17... and stop calling "mama" all da time!! hahaha... uve been an awesome friend all these while.. and been there to believe in me when somethings happened.. uve never failed to amuse me wif ur extraordinary personality.. and most importantly uve never fail to make da people around u laugh their heads off juz by looking at u and da stuff u do!! hahaha... thou u enjoy da countless massages u FORCED me to do, but i believe it does not stop here... cuz i noe dat i have to oblige to ur " CASS! MASSAGEEEEEEEE!! " hahaha... anyways.. ur really a blessing to people and i noe dat everyone is really fortunate to have a friend like u... all da best in everthing u do.. always believe in urself and never doubt ur own abilities... cuz ur a gifted child... hope dat u had a great birthday... take caree and hav fun!! love u yin.. and thanks for everything!! :)

before i end this i juz gotta say...

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY YIN !!! :)

phweuk much ??? haha.. :)

2009-07-17T02:48:00.000-07:00

the class QUEEN...

17/07/09

HAPPIE 17th BIRTHDAY KIM NG!!!

heyyy kim.. uve juz turned 17 today... happie birthday... all da best in everything u do... good luck for spm.. take care and have fun.. may god bless u and ur family always....

2009-07-17T02:36:00.000-07:00

i dont think its too much to ask...

i feel like eating... i feel like drowning myself in food... lotsa lotsa food... i suddenly hav cravings for...
- cookies n cream ice-cream
- starbucks mocha frap
- secret recipe's brownies
- chocolate + more chocolate + all chocolate cake
- seafood + white cream sauce + pasta
- sushi + raw salmon
- chocolate + peanut butter waffle

i cant think of anymore now.. but i juz wanna eat!! eating is da best medicine to everything...

i cant help it.. but i noe i have to...

2009-07-09T06:41:00.000-07:00

im still in a state of confusion...

i really had da longest talk todayhh... and i really enjoyed every moment of it... thanks for everything.. althou u were da one carryin a heavier load of burden.. but im happie dat i managed to share some of it with u... altho sometimes i may seem fine.. but actually im not at all.. its juz dat i dunno how to express.. and even if i do... i wud not show it... but sharing really does make a different... at least i dun feel so swelled up now... thanks to da ppl who were willin to listen... and thanks for ur encouragement... :)

i hope dat im feeling betta now.. at least a lil bit???

2009-07-09T06:32:00.000-07:00

Psalm 23

the lord is my shepherd,

i hav everthing i need.

he lets me rest in green meadows,

he leads me beside peaceful streams.

he renews my strength.

he guides me along right paths,

bringing honor to his name.

even when i walk

through da valley of death,

i will not be afraid,

for u are close beside me.

ur rod and ur staff

protect and comfort me.

u prepare a feast for me

in da presence of my enemies.

u welcome me as guest,

anoiting my head with oil.

my cup overflows with blessings.

surely ur goodness and unfailing love will pursue me

all da days of my life,

and i will live in da house

of da Lord forever.

Amen.

2009-07-09T05:05:00.000-07:00

im lost in da midst of searchin for myself...

i give up...

i give up....

i seriously give up!!!!

its so hard.. seriously its so hard taking care of everyone's feelings...

im seriously tryin ya noe... but at dis point i cant differentiate the truth from da lie anymoree...

its killing me slowly...

heyyy...

im juz tryin to hav some space... but u think dat i dont care...

seriously... its really hard to tell... i cant predict.. i cant read ur mind okayhh... dun always expect something from me... im juz a girl.. a human who hav feelings tooo... some things are meant to be forgotten.. but sometimes no matter how hard i try, it never will be forgotten... and u had to go and say stuff to make things worst.. to make things seem not as it is... i dunno y but i felt dat ur puttin all da fault on me.. i dunno y but it seemed dat im da one to blame...

heyyy...

thou u probably didnt noe it... but it hurts... thou i dun show it.. but it hurts...

how come do i feel dat i dont matter anymoreee... dont i matter anymore?? not even da slightest thing dat ive done?? doesnt dat matter?? dont i at least deserve some appreciation?? or at least.. at least not being made fun of.. not being blamed for... not being hurt from... im feeling so confuse and lost now... i dunno wat and how to feel now.. its like im numb.. and i seriously wanna juz give up.. juz thinking bout da fact dat im juz lettin all go.. juz do not caree... seems really impossible...

oh lord !!! why me ?? i dun think i can cope wif all this anymoree.. im lost and im helpless... its hard... and its painful.. please heal me from dis pain, oh dear Father.... im askin for forgiveness... forgive of my sins.. oh Lord... im sorrie if ive hurt alot of ppl all these whilee.. i pray for ur comfort and joy to be upon me again... i commit all this into Your hands.. in Jesus name i ask and i pray.. Amen...

does anybody hear her?? can anybody see??

2009-07-03T06:20:00.000-07:00

time flies and u dun even noe it...

today is a very special day for 3 ppl!! today is their birthday.. today is da day when all three of them turned 17 all at once !! hahaha.. sooo...

HAPPIE 17th BIRTHDAY TRINITY NG KEI YAN !!!! :D

HAPPIE 17th BIRTHDAY LEE MEI YIN !!!! :D

HAPPIE 17th BIRTHDAY FASSLER YEE!!! :D

hope dat u guys will have a blessed 17th year ahead !! wish u guys all da best in everything u do.. good luck for ur SPM !! enjoy and live life to da fullest... take caree and hav fun... :)

wishes arent wished if u dun wish for them...

2009-07-03T04:49:00.000-07:00

if i close my eyes will u be there ?

heyyy..

im juz bringing u anotha unsual schooling day... because it was FUN !! it actually happened a week ago i think.. ritee afta our bio day chaos... haha.. so i'll juz let da pictures prove da fun...

*pics credited to pave*

cass..alya..zan..afzy..pave

cass..trix..alya..zan..afzy..pave..yin...

shweeeeett !! :)

shweeeeeterrr !! :) :)

everyone is happy ...

but not for long... cuz da goofballers in action nowww... haha..

psst.. notice most of alya's expression.. haha :)

i dunno wat was dis supposed to be.. seemed like everyone did their own personal fav...haha

tongue sticking out.. thinking of something.. scaring u away.. ignoring u.. perhaps ?? haha..

yeahh dis was da muka bodoh!! ahah.. and alya dat is so not bodoh... haha

anotha monkey-ish moment except.. yeahh u again alya... stop smilin when ur supposed to fool..

da catching-ur-eye looks.. (alya looks like she gonna doze off anytime) haha.

da seductive looks.. :)

POUTYLICIOUS !! hahaha.. yeahh and 1 lickylicous!! haha..

nerds of da 1950's ??

da bitchy looks..

da bitchy looks take 2 wif da flash !! ahah.. (alya wat is dat??)

irreplaceable :)

dis was really candid.. didnt knew it was taken... trix was demonstratin da nikon's abilities..

dis too was candid.. in da computer lab durin add math...

had edu fair in scool.. alya and i were finding out about medicine at IMU booth... while pave was waiting for us to finish talking!! hahaha.. thankss pave.. :)

see told yahh it was fun!! hahah.. looking forward to anotha day like dat...

anyways had merentas desa todayhh ..i actually ran all da way.. thou i didnt get top 20.. cuz oni da top 20 got medals.. but im proud dat i finished da whole race.. and i wasnt da last.. nor was i near last.. haha.. afta dat p&p was supposed to be resume... but teachers were nice to let us rest.. especially pn. zuraimah... she wanted to teach.. but we all told her dat we were tired.. so she practically talked to us da whole 1 masa.. literally weyhhh .. she was like joking and talking and havin fun with us.. which i think it was da first time.. always when she comes in sure muz study add math.. she also actually played da diabolo (a chinese yoyo thingy)... so all in all.. todayh was definitely FUN !! but its my last cross country ady.. so i wanna thank god dat i went.. :)

How do I get it back the way it was before?

2009-06-24T08:04:00.000-07:00

i'll always be ur lil girl...

24th June...

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY DADDY !!! :D

daddy's lil girl :D

my two most loved person in da world!! mummy and daddy :)

daddy's pride... :)

daddy's loved ones...

daddy waiting to eat da cake :P .. i think we were singing da birthday song here...

daddy making a wish...

daddy blowing da candles... awhh he kinda looked like a kid again here.. :P haha..

and finallayh daddy cutting da cake...

i LOVE u daddy.. we LOVE u daddy.. FOREVER & ALWAYSS !! :) :) :)

2009-06-23T06:03:00.000-07:00

girls juz wanna have fun...

heyyyy...

bio was surprisingly FUN!! yeahh BIO + FUN = do not make a perfect match!! but surprisingly todayhh it did!! hahaha.. i'll juz let da pics do da talking.. :)

we were suppose to pose for a beauty pageant.. but pave suddenly saw mr.right and they made out.. yeahh in da middle of a "beauty pageant" ... haha..

pave and afzy made me do dat.. and yeahh yin and afzy juz made it more obvious... to da fact dat im assless !! hahaha..

CAUGHT IN ACTION BABEH !!

* ATTENTION : PAVE AND MR. RIGHT MAKING OUT IN DA BIO LAB!!! * xD hahah..

alya.. afzy.. pave.. P.O.S.E.R.S !!! haha.. xD

US a.k.a. da clovers.. :) (pretty.. beautiful.. hot)!! haha.. XD yeahh guyss ??

dis looks nice.. :) alyaa.. afzyy.. casss.. (i think i was laughing).. haha..

alyaa.. afzyyy... paveee... :)

pavee... afzyyy... casss... :)

alyaa.. cass... da cute and monkey-ish one behind there is yin!! hahaha.. xD

cass... paveee...

told yahh bio was fun!! i wish dat every bio lesson is gonna be like today's!! how i wish !! hahaha..

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I'm not a bitch, I just have a low tolerance for bullshit.

2009-06-21T08:09:00.000-07:00

you are our one and only hero...

DADDYYYY !!!

HAPPIE DADDY'S DAY YOOO !! :) Daddy.. thanks for everything u have done for us.. thanks for being a great leader for da family.. thanks for bringing us up in a healthy and cosy family... thanks for da "jokes" dat u always attempted to make dat u urself will be da onli one ended up laughing..:) hahahhaha... thanks for providing and giving to our every need!! i cant finish saying all ur greatness in juz one post and i bet there wont be enuf place nor time to fill up watever i wanna say.. so.. i juz want to THANK YOU for everything...

i wanna thank god for placing u in our life as our beloved daddy... u r truly a blessing to this family.. and i wud not wanna change u for anything in da world..

daddyhhh .. I LOVE U !! WE LOVE U !! :) :)

and

HAPPIE FATHER'S DAY to our HEAVENLY FATHER tooo !! :)

dear lord.. thank you oh lord for da love dat u have shed for me.. thank you oh father lord for da family, friends and people dat u hav place in my life... thanks you oh lord for comforting and giving me da answer to my problems when i needed them da most.. thank you for hearing my cries and sharing my happiness... but all those are juz minor and yes its important too but not as important as da biggest sacrifice dat our father lord has done for us... i wanna thank you oh father for sending ur only son to earth to die for my sins... infact da whole nation's sins was cleansed by our dear lord jesus... an assurance dat u have place in our hearts to tell us dat we are free and forgiven of our sins... dat is da biggest sacrifice dat nobody else can make.. THANK YOU DEAR FATHER!! I LOVE U and i noe dat U LOVE ME TOO !! :)

2009-06-20T04:54:00.000-07:00

anotha day when someone juz turned 17 too...

heyy tasha...

ur now officially 17 already.. :) i wish u all da best in everything u do... do not give up in watever u do.. juz keep striving for da best.. and most importantly juz believing in urself... may god bless u and ur family always... take caree and have fun yeahhh !!! :)

HAPPIE 17TH BIRTHDAY TASHAAA !!! :)

2009-06-18T03:48:00.000-07:00

wat'd u do if u could undo da things dat u've done ?

sometimes u do things dat u dont intend to.. u tend to screw up at times when u least expected... ur likely to say things dat u dont really mean.. so its safe to say dat things can get out of ur control sometimes, in da weirdest way... but wat can u do when its beyond ur control.. u can oni endure watever dat happens next...

im so sorrie kayhh?? sorrie for wat happened today.. sorrie for wat i did... i really didnt mean to... hope dat u understand... had a lot of things goin on lately and its kinda gettin to me ritee now... i noe u very well.. and i noe it sometimes takes a lot outta a person to forgive.. but i really hope u do thou.. and dont take it personally.. yeahh ?? im sorrie :) and i still love yahh :) and U NOE IT !! :D

i will make sure dat history does not repeat itself again.. at least i hope so... :)

2009-06-17T08:17:00.000-07:00

it doesnt have to be dat complicated...

heyyyaaa...

sorrie havent been here for a whilee... my lappie went berserk a couple of days back.. so yeahh.. and scool started badly.. seriously BADLY !! results were shait !! and got 2 freaking projects to finish within this week !!! haihhh ..so stress lah.. i think i took things for granted.. didnt really caree and take note of stuff.. in da end.. im da oni one who hav to suffer... i guess im da oni one to be blamed... feel like a silly.. stupid... egoistic cow rite nowww.... someone seriously gotta start knocking some sense into da lil head of mine... im slackin bit by bit.. and im so afraid dat theres nothing left for me to slack anymoree.. and if dat really happens.. im seriously in a danger zone who hunger for HELP !!

**oh lord.. pls make everthing betta for me.. i noe dat ur always there watchin my every move.. and makin suree dat i do da ritee things.. but at times even i myself do not have control over my own life.. so.. i pray dat ull make my path ritee.. and dat i'll not venture away from u no matter wat happens... i need u now... i need ur words to be my answer and comfort... i need to start working for wat i want.. and i noe dat ull be there going thru it wif me.. and so.. i commit everything into ur hands.. in Jesus name i ask and i pray... Amen.. **

sometimes things do not turn out da way u want it to be...but u still gotta believe dat it will....

2009-06-08T01:56:00.000-07:00

u can only be 17 once...

Chi Hoe (far left)

HAPPIE 17th BIRTHDAY CHI HOE !!!

Heyyy, thou i oni got to know u dis yr but...

hope dat ull have an awesome and wonderful birthday...

hope dat ur 17th will be a memorable one...

all da best in anythang and everythang u do...

thanks for being a friend and...

thanks for havin u as a great dance partner...haha...

have fun and take caree :)...

last but not least...

Happie Birthday Againnn !!! xD

and.....

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HAPPIE 10th MONTHSS ZAN AND TRISH !!! xD

wow.. so fast 10 months ady.. :) 2 more months to go and its a year!!! :)

this will actually be my first post posting u guys punye anniverssary!! haha.. cuzz..

1.) i dunno wat else to post but ngam ngam today its da date of ur anniverssary...

2.) i coppied alya.. haha.. she posted it tooo.. xD

anyways...

Happie Anniverssary Again !! hehe.. xD

2009-06-07T22:45:00.000-07:00

you're anything but ordinary...

heyyyyaaaa!!!

before this i said that i had tuition almost everyday.. well, its true but i had thursday free.. cuz my mum was on lift so she took us jalan-jalan... she brought both my bros, my sis and i to MIDVALLEY !! ( im so excited eventhou its oni at midvalley cuz i think dats da oni place i went for this two weeks of hols )... my aunty and cuzzie came too.. we went there at 11.30... reached there and we straight went for lunch at SUSHI KING!! afta lunch we walked around till 5.. then we left...

SUSHI KING !!!

from left: carissa.. clarence.. mummy.. clement

sarah's piri-piri chicken...

my salmon!! haha.. ( i think i ate more than 5 plates of dat!!)

dats how many plates we ate.. plus a soba noodle (no pic for dat)

okayhh.. ignore thiss.. ;D

my cuzzie : sarah...

at PRETTY FIT.. waiting for mummy and aunty trying on shoes..

camwhore session.. haha.. ;D

at McD's for break...

yeahhh .. about dat.. oni remember to take pics afta everyone had finished.. xD

conclusion... it was a very tiring day... walking and trying on clothes for da whole day... afta we left.. we went to LEISURE MALL too.. haha.. juz to go to POPULAR to get some stationaries.. stayed there for about an hour or so.. finally reached home at about 6.30... and pooff.. collapsed.. haha.. rested.. bathed... and finally had dinner when daddy got back.. and...

THE END !!! :)

you cant break a broken heart... can u ???

2009-06-02T23:41:00.000-07:00

no matter wat i do, all i think about is u..

so far hols has been such a drag... and not to mention bored too... besides going online around da clock everyday.. i dunno wat else holidays-stuff i can doo... so far this is wat ive done...

Sunday : went to church in da morning... late in da afternoon my cuzzies and relatives came over.. we kinda had a gathering partay... had loadz of food.. then we had three types of desert... 1.) Big Apple's donut.. 2.) Baskin Robin's ice cream... 3.) Cake ( to celebrate anyone who's birthday is from april to june)... afta dat we watched two movies.. and at bout 11.. they went home...

Monday : went tuition.. da rest of da day at home onlining...

Tuesday (today) : went tuition.. onlining now... and gotta go for tuition again !! :(

seee... hols so far not good.... haha.. i juz hope dat it will get betta by da day.. but it doesnt looks like it... anywayss.. gonna update soon... :)

and im off.. lovesss :)

in an ordinary fairy tale land, theres always a promise of a perfect happy end...but is this an ordinary fairy tale land?? im still looking for dat answer....

2009-05-31T22:24:00.000-07:00

Ihmran is officially 14 ...

Ihmran ur 14 already !!! xD .. hope dat uve had a great birthday yesterday with ur family and friends... i wish u all da best in watever u do... keep working hard and striving for da best.. everyone will be there to support u when ur in need... thanks for ur unstoppable annoyingness at times.. but uve managed to make a very dull and boring day into a fun-filled laughing day... :) ... and thanks for being a friend and a non-biological annoying nephew !!! ( i dun even noe how u ended up being my "nephew" ) !!! hahaha.. :) but before i end this i still gotta say .....

HAPPIE 14TH BIRTHDAY IHMRAN CHIN !!!!! xD

2009-05-26T06:18:00.000-07:00

dont stop now, cuz its juz gettin started...

this will officially be my first tag since ive started this bloggie... im doin it cuz im bored.. so here goes...

Rules : It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own post, erase my answers, enter yours and tag people you want. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real; nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

01. What is your name : C assandra
02. A four letter word : C hip
03. A boy's name : C hristopher
04. A girl's name : C hloe
05. An occupation : C hef
06. A colour : C rimson
07. Something you wear : C harm bracelet
08. A food : C hocolate mud cake (yummmmmy)
09. Something found in the bathroom : C olgate (duhhh)
10. A place : C alifornia
11. A reason for being late : C areful and slow drivers (hahaha :p)
12. Something u shout : C ooooooool !!!
13. A movie title : C hronicles of Narnia : Prince Caspian
14. Something u drink : C hinese tea
15. A musical group : C lick five
16. An animal : C ow
17. A street name : C how Kit Road ?? (haha)
18. A type of car : C adillac
19. Title of song : Crush - David Archuleta
20. Something you use in school : C alculator

Tagging :
everyone on my friend's list ... xD

2009-05-26T03:46:00.000-07:00

i'll be dat song u play over and over again...

heyy ..

sorrie for not being here for almost a month..
blame it on diagnostics!!
sorrie for not updating for almost a month
blame it on diagnostics!!
sorrie for not entertainin u all for almost amonth
and again blame it on diagnostics!!

haha.. but im glad dat its almost over... left sivik and est papers.. then we r FREEEEE !!!

cant wait !! xD

why, i dont noe why im so confused ??

2009-05-24T07:16:00.000-07:00

it only felt like 5 minutes, thou it has already been 5 years...

yeahh.. i can still rememba very clearly how we met.. and how we came this far.. it was da first day of scool back in 2005.. we were all picking our sits.. and so happen in front of me there is one more sit left.. and so happen u were da only one looking for a sit.. and so happen Ivy asked u to sit beside her which was in front of me.. and so happen u did.. and there was when i got to noe u.. what if all those did not happen?? what if nothing was so happen ?? i think we'll be two different ppl living in our own worlds !! we were table mates when we were in form 2 as well as in form 3.. unfortunately.. we got separated in form 4.. cuz u were too smart!! haha.. xD but dat didnt stop us from hanging out.. so we became recess and staybacks buddies!!! thou we were not in da same class, but we still noe wat was goin on in each other's lives.. and when we are in form 5, which means this year.. i tot we will gonna be in different class again.. but u made a transfer and tadahh we are pretty much stucked togetha now for da forth year.. 4/5.. not bad !! haha..

you've amazed me with ur perfect tolerance and perseverance... im really thankful dat ive been given an opportunity to be a part of ur life.. and im really grateful for all da things uve done for me.. from bearing with my cries.. whines.. and temper.. to controllin my sometimes out-of-control craziness!! haha.. and thank you so much for tryin so so hard to make me laugh or juz put a smile on my face when im down or sad.. but im sorrie dat most of da time it didnt worked like how u wish it wud.. :D... we had loadz of great and fun memories togetha dat i think if i am to write it all down, it will end up as a novel.. thou we sometimes had some rough times, but im glad dat we managed to find our way out... xD...

WATEVER WE'D BEEN THRU WERE LEFT AS MEMORIES, BUT I HOPE DAT OUR FRIENDSHIP WILL LAST FOR CENTURIES !! :)

so, i hope dat u had a great 17th... everyone oni get to be 17 once.. so enjoy it to da fullest !! and i will always be there when u need or dont need me... i pray dat ull be blessed with many wonderful things in da world and to be a blessing to da ppl around u... take care.. and i love u !!!

before i end this.. i wud like to say this again for da last time in dis year...

HAPPIE 17th BIRTHDAY HELS !!!! xD

p.s.. u noe wat ?? i cant believe i dont hav a single picture of u and WITH YOU !!! this is crazy man.. to think of it dat we've been friends for like half a decade and we dont even have a single picture with each other, thou we had many many chances to snap juz a picture...

so this will be our end year resolution :

cass : to take many pictures with hels before we leave high scool !!

hels : to take more than many pictures with cass before we leave 5 Sc. Beta !!! xD

okieee.. its a DEAL !!

LOVESSS :) Casss...

2009-05-01T06:26:00.000-07:00

Going higher than the mountain tops...

i wanna fly.

fly high into da sky.

its time to spread my wings.

and juz jump of da mountain.

without anything in mind.

juz wanna let go.

let it all go and be free.

nothing will ever bother me again.

not even da slightest touch.

can change my mind.

ah. how wonderful is dat comfort.

to know dat everything is gone.

to not think about it again.

to pass by me in a blink of an eye.

to set me free.

to give me hope and light again.

juz wonderful.

2009-05-01T06:08:00.000-07:00

Some people wait for a lifetime...

everyone has to wait for u.

for days. months. or maybe years.

how long do wanna take.

before u intend to show urself.

how long do u want me to wait.

do u even exist.

or r u juz a plain imagination.

who is lingerin in my head.

i juz hope dat u r real.

hope dat u will find ur way.

i hope dat its not too late.

because some ppl wait a lifetime.

for u.

2009-04-27T08:04:00.000-07:00

Crazierrr....

pweuk ???

pheuk ???

phweuk ???

hahahahhahaha... try guessing wats dat !!!!

if u noe wat im trying to say by dat... u will definately laugh ur heads and asses off!!! i laughed for quite sometime before i could stop... and yin tooo...

*yin DO NOT tell !!! DO NOT tell !!! hahaaha...

2009-04-27T06:10:00.000-07:00

Memorable one....

heyyy im backkk ... :D okieee.. like i said i have a story to tell... so... sooo... go to da toilet first.... go get ur popcorn and coke.. cuz u probably wont leave ur seat for quite some time... hahahah....

okieeeee.... here goesssss....

letssss seeeee....

from my birthday okieeee??? hahahha.... XD .. too bad im gonna continue anywayss!! hahaha..

i was havin exams on my birthday... yess.. exam. on. my. birthday!! uh huh .. i noe ... sadd... it was freakin physics... freaking history and freaking est.... yeappp ..had to study da day before and da day itself.. i shud hav nicely hav fun wif my friends.. laughing our heads off.. but too bad we cant.. got stupid intervensi to screw... then, like dat was not bad enuff... i was also sick on dat day.. yeasss i noeee... sick. on. my. birthday!!! hahah... it started wif a lil headache when i was in scool... then during est paper i felt like vomiting... it came and went.. but towards da end of da paper.. i really wanted to vomit... so i went and told pave dat i felt like vomiting... so she asked me to eat.. so during recess.. da canteen had nothang betta to eat.. so i had to eat nasi lemak yeapp wif sambal.. i noe its not appropriate for a going-to-sick person to eat nasi lemak.. but i had no otha choice.. so afta da meal i felt betta.. no more pukin sensation.... but.. but.. anotha problem came... i suddenly felt kinda hot... yeappp i got my temperaturee... and then it got hotter and hotter.... and yin blamed me for eatin da sambal.. she was like " u not feelin well somemore go eat sambal!! " hahaah yeahhh .. so i called mummy.. haha.. it was so funny...

me: myyyyy (pronounce as miii.. haha) , im not feelin well.. i think im havin fever..
mummy: hah?? who??
me: me la...
mummy: so ??
me: i was like o.o .. im sickk... not feelin well.. felt like pukin.. juz ate.. felt betta.. and now i think got fever..
mummy: go and find panadol and eat la..
me: o.o ... errr.. where to find ???
mummy: ur co-op never sell one meh?? or ask from teacher..
me: 0.o .. ok ok la ... i go and find la... no more money ady la.. bye ..
mummy: ok byeee...

then pave was like how... i said my mum juz asked me to go and look for panadol.. so i went upstairs to da co-op to try and see whether they hav panadol anot.. on da way.. saw yin and aja.. asked them whether they hav panadol anot.. aja said she hav.. then.. yin came back from duty wif two panadols wif her.. so i ate one... then i dunno how i felt.. i felt weird... but i had to continue to study for da nex paper.. since my mum didnt want to bring me home... then as time passed i felt betta .. not so sick.. but my friends kept sayin dat my temperaturee was still kinda hot..

then my sivik teacher came in.. he asked for me.. so jon called me at first and said teacher wass lookin for me.. but i ignored.. i tot he wanted da buke kedatangan or somethang like dat.. then kim called me and i answered.. and she was standing beside teacher and said teacher called me.. so i had to go.. i went there and teacher was like...

me: ya cikgu..
teacher: call family u...
me: huh?? family??
teacher: ya.. tadi pejabat cakap.. suruh kamu telefon family u... family u call pejabat suruh kamu call balik...
me: O.O ... O.O .. er... okieee.. i think is my mum... saya call sekarang...

hahahahha... dat was hilarious... i cant believe my mum actually called da scool and asked me to call her back.. hahahaha... she is awesome mann... so i told yin.. she was sittin beside me.. so she accompanied me... at da telephone booth..

me: myyyy.. u were lookin for me???
mummy: yeahhh ... so u want to go home anot??
me: *(now oni u asked.. juz now i was waitin for u to say dis line.. haiyohh)* no need la .. its okayhh.. i ate panadol ady.. felt a lil betta..
mummy: wat time fish scool todayhh??
me: 2:30
mummy: wat time finish exam??
me: 2.30..
mummy: 2.30 oso ah... okay la.. if u feel any worst later.. call again la... i'll ask aunty to pick u up..
me: okayhh...

and da funny part was.. afta i got back.. teacher was walkin around.. then when sampai my place.. he looked at me and asked...

teacher: dah telefon??

me: dah.. call ibu saya..

teacher: kenapa??

me: *pointing at myself* sakit..

teacher: ha... bapa sakit ...

me: tak!! tak!! saya yang sakit..

teacher: oh. sakit apa ??

me: fever..

teacher: hah??

me: err.. demam...

teacher... owhhh..

hahahahahah... finalllyh... hahaha.. da funny part was... da moment when he told me dat my *family* asked me to call back.. he tot somethang happened to my family... hahaha... actually it was oni my mum.. hahah.. and it was so random ....

so yeappp i stayed in scool for history and physics... even when im sick.. on my birthday... hahah yeappp ... nice riteeee... so da whole time while we were reading and all.. yin kept laughing once in a while.. or put da book over her face and started vibrating... hahaah.. i was like wat ?? so weird one u.. suddenly laughing... hahah.. then she was like...

*yin : cass, so sad la u.. ur birthday got exam .. muz study and all.. then now ur sick.. hahahaha... so miserable...

yeappp.. yeahhh yinn.. i know its miserable... hahaah.. so yeahh.. she kept laughing on and off.. so sat for paper... went homee.. haha.. and guess wat ?? got tuition somemoree... so went tuition.. spent one and a half hours there... then came homee... went onlinee... c'mon la.. its my birthday.. dont i get some privileges from books despite da fact dat i had bio exam da nex day.. but WHO CARESS !!! so afta dat i went down when i heard my mum came back.. i was super super happie.. i saw.. i saw..

SECRET RECIPI'S BLUEBERRY CHEESECAKE !!!!!

hahaha.. yeappp .. i noe dats for me ... DUH UH !!! XD.... i told everyone got no celebration.. when they asked me got cake anot.. i said no .. i dont think sooo .. hahaha.. and i was really glad and happie dat my mum actually bought.. she never said anythang nor asked me.. xD... so i went down celebrated wif my daddy, mummy and sister.. my bros were sleepin ady... so i blew da candless..( we tot they oni gave 16 candles... haha.. so i had to go and get anotha candle from da cupboard.. so afta blowing da candles.. cuttin da cake.. i moved da cake a lil to da side... i saw dat one candle stuck inside da cake.. haha.. i think my it accidentally got stuck there when my sis poured all da candles out.. ) then i said i cant eat cuz im sick.. my mum said why not... a lil piece can la.. so okayhh la i ate... duh larh my birthday cake how i can i not eat... but i was soo wrong...

da next day i got up feelin so so so sick... bad.. terrible.. weird.. one word: ewwwwww !! so i didnt go to scool.. yesss... me.. cassandra cheah skipped scool.. skipped exam.. skipped BIO !! hahahah.. dat was da first... so my mum took me to da da clinic in da morning before she went to work... da doctor said dat my throat was inflame... so i took da medication.. went back.. ate somethang... ate medicine... and slept.. i totally slept like for 48 hours ( yeapp i skipped two days of scool) .... i oni woke up at intervals for food and medication.. and went to sleep afta dat... in my sweater... without da fan... under a fleece blanket... i noeee... like an oven.... even my sis didnt not dare to sleep wif me cuz she scared dat she might get sick too.. so she slept in da living room for two days... hahahah... yeahh and btw.. my whole family got sick one afta anotha except my sis... she said dat she is kebal to our sickness... hahahaha.. lucky her ...

i got betta on saturday... went for my birthday dinner wif my relatives at Imperial Hotel... gonna post bout it soon.. im lazy ady ... hahaah..

so dats it .. for my birthday.... hahahaha...

a very very very MEMORABLE ONE !! hahaha ..seriously !!! and a very very very long one !! haha.. SERIOUSLY !!!

2009-04-22T05:16:00.000-07:00

Seventeenth already ???

Yeapp she is seventeen alreadyy ... uh huh uh huh .. no jokee.. :) :) :)

She was born on da 22nd of April 1992... into da hands of a loving and happie couple... She was everyone's joy and happiness... i think because she was da first child... and 2 years afta she was blessed with a wonderful sister.. and 7 years afta dat she was blessed with two beautiful brothers... her 17 years of life she grew up with them... of cuz its her ever-loving family!! :)

and today... today marks da 17th year of her life... a life dat was a very precious gift given to her by her heavenly father... a life dat was already been planned by Him even before she was born.. a life dat was a ready been pathed for her... a life dat was created to live for Him... and she has already been usin dat precious gift for da past 17 years.. a life dat has been lived for a good 17 years..

along da way.. it wasnt a smooth journey.. it was full with bumpy roads... and if she was a lil unlucky.. she wud face some road blocks... or if she was juz a lil lucky.. she wud have an opportunity to move on a nicely tarred road... but it was not all like dat all da time.. she had her fond and sweet memories tooo... but dat is life dat everyone needs to encounter with.. u will definately have ur ups and downs.. and u will definately have to go thru some thick and thin situations...

but.. neverthelesss.. along da way.. she had found some wonderful creation of God dat cannot be replaced with anythang else... an awesome creation dat i wud call as friends... something dat u can never buy eventhough u have all da money in da world... friendsss.. friendsss.. friendsss are awesome ppl dat u cant missed them from ur lifee.. besides ur family and loved ones.. they are da nex dat u urself noe u can count on...

and for 17 years.. she have found many and diff types of friends in her life.. some didnt last long.. cuz they backed out along da way... they totally lost contact with each other... some were friends until a certain extend they pretend like they dont noe her anymoree.. she tried saving it.. but unfortunately it didnt work... some she noe dat they were angels in front of her.. but behind they were like lil brats tryin their very best to poke her on da back...

butttt.. most of them are her true buddies... buddies dat accepted her for who she is inside and outside.. buddies dat didnt mind her every annoyin actions and words... buddies dat never fail to put a smile on her face despite a very very gloomy day.. buddies dat never turn their backs on her not even a single inch... buddies dat will never be afraid to be who they are even if it takes them to embarass themself... buddies dat will do anything for her... buddies dat will never resist to tell her dat shes ugly :).... buddies dat were always there for her and will always be... :)

and all her buddies dat she meant was YOUUUUU !!!! she is very glad, blessed and honoured to be given amazing, wonderful and awesome friends like YOUUUU !!! she will never exchange any of you with anythang else in da world!!! THANKS FOR ALWAYS BEING THERE AND A PART OF HER LIFE !!!!

and she... dat girl who was born todayhh.... 17 years ago... she was given da name...

CASSANDRA CHEAH!!!

she officially turned 17th todayhh... on da 22nd of APRIL 2009..... which is also on EARTH DAY!!! :) :)

HAPPIE 17Th BIRTHDAY to ME !!!! :)

well i think i deserve a birthday post for myself from myself!!! because of a very very "memorable" birthday todayh!! (whoever was wif me today noes wat i meant by da word memorable) haha..

i will post about my day on my birthday, tomorrow... cuz i kinda have a date wif bio now... yeahh .. uh huh uh huh .. studyin on da best day of da year... moree to come from me tmr... :)

but beforee dat ........

IM OFFICIALLY SEVENTEEN BABEH !!!!! :D

lovesssss .....

2009-04-16T03:52:00.000-07:00

BAPTISM !!!

finally ive managed to post da pics for baptism!!! afta a week plus of delay... anyways here it is... and IM BAPTISED !!! im dead to da world.. and now i belong to GOD!! im a new creation.. living only for HIM !!! :) :) :)

da 3 candidates... ( jess.. cher...me...)

all da baptism candidates gettin their certificates

waitin in line for my turn to be baptised.. im nex in line..

( sorry, dis pic a bit blurr)

pastor lawrence asked three questions before he baptised me in da name of da Father, da Son and da Holy Spirit... ( dats Beatrice on my right.. she was there to support us... she was in da water wif jess, cher and i )

im a new creation!! ive been baptised.... :)

a group photo afta three of us have been baptised... ( beatrice... jesss... me... cher )

my sis turn.. ( emily was with her )

entirely... i was really excited!! everyone of us were excited !! but before dat we were quite nervous... but eventually it went well.. we were all baptised... i knew dat... all da time dat God was with us... i noe dat His presence was there to witness us as well... :) :) THANK YOU LORD FOR DAT DAY !!! :D

2009-04-16T03:25:00.000-07:00

As clear as da sky...

im happie again... uh huh uh huh .... yeap yeap !!! wow.. its juz so amazin.. everythang is fine again between us... :) thank you oh lord.. seriously... THANK YOU LORD!! i know dat my prayer was answered!! :) i know dat u were there helpin me thru dis.. it really felt really really good to forgive and forget .. i feel so freeee !!!

IM ALSO SO SO SO SORRIE OKAYHH !!!

and thanks for apologizing juz now... i tot u were angry.. but im glad dat we're finee now !! :) love yahh !! :DDD ...

im so exited for IU DAY !! its on saturday (18th of April) from 1-4.30... at SMKSBU !!! cant waitt !! :) :)

2009-04-15T05:16:00.000-07:00

Annoyance

i juzz.. i juz....
i dont.. i dont get it ....
haihhh ..

i dont know
i dont want
i dont care....

can i juz act as if i dont noe anythang??
can i juz pretend to not want anythang??
can i juz friggin not care???
how hard can dat be ritee ??

all i gotta do is juz act.. pretend and not care!!!
juz think dat its all nothang but a bad dream...
a dream dat gives headache and confusion..
somethang dat i really dont need ritee now...

why do i even bother??
its not worth it at all...
its juz drainin all of my energy..
leavin me tired and restless...

haihh...i dont noe wat to do...
can someone pls tell me wat to do??
was i even supposed to be angry??
am i juz being too sensitive??
am i doin da ritee thing??
am i not being a good friend??
am i not worth a single concern of urs??
am i not doin wat im suppose to do??

now all i need is juz a peaceful sleep...
a sleep dat is free from all troubles and pain...
and i want is to wake up and find out dat
watever happened was juz a bad dream..
dat im lookin forward to a wonderful brand new day...
do u think dats possible??
i dunno...
but im gonna find out!!!

* oh LORD.. watever dat happens.. i pray dat U will give da strength to go thru it... LORD i pray day U will give me da comfort for all my troubles and pain.. and i want to thank you oh Lord for da ppl u put into my life.. i pray dat i will juz forgive and forget... i noe dat watever dat has happened.. it has happen for a reason.. i pray watever im goin thru.. i will not hav to go thru dis alone.. but with ur guidance and protection Lord.. i give all praise and thanks to u Lord.. in Jesus precious name i ask and i pray... Amen.. *

i wish dat everything will turn out fine !!
i hope dat everything will be betta as before !!
i KNOW dat everything will be okayhh !!!! :D

2009-04-12T05:19:00.000-07:00

IM A NEW CREATION NOW !!

yes.. yes... and yes... ive been water baptised today!!! im so happie and glad dat i hav a new life now... because ive accepted Jesus Christ as my Lord and Saviour, im now a child of God.. God is my loving heavenly Father and Jesus is my friend who will be with me always.. because Jesus is my Saviour, he is always there to forgive me of my sins... im so happie and still so excited!! :) and today is EASTER DAY !! Jesus was crucified for our sake... as he hung there and died, he was paying da price for our sins... and today is da day dat he was resurrected.. he was raised again afta 3 days.. and he is now alive again!!!

before baptism.. form 5 cg had our practice for da form 1 invasion thingy... it was awesome!! we had loadz of fun... we had mcdonalds for lunch... jess and i followed andrew to buy lunch.. we went to da pertama's shell drive-thru.. and dis was our order....

- 10 double cheese burgers

- 2 mc chicken

- 1 fillet o fish

- 1 quarter pounder

- 1 big mac

- 6 sprites and 9 cokes...

and yess it was all set... uh huh... crazzie rite ?? ive never ordered dat much of food from mcD before... and three of us had to carry all da food upstairs... it was really yummy.. probably all of us were very very hungry... haha...

afta fillin our stomachs.. we continued da practice... we practiced 3 songs ( thru it all, consumin fire, all day) thou we had some complications for da song all day.. but we managed to pull it of nicely at da end of da practice.. we did all three songs perfectly for da last time of da rehearsal.. by dat time it was almost 5 o'clock ady... and dat marked da time for da baptism to start... so jess, cher and i went to change into a t-shirt and shorts... we were da oni form 5s who got baptised juz now.. yeahh and my sis too.. she was baptised as well !! YAY !! while waitin for da baptism we were so nervous... i was seriously very nervous... jess was chosen to do her testimony... she was great !! afta dat we got our certificate for da baptism.. and then da baptism started.. da chinese session went first then oni da english session.. cher went first then me then jess... beatrice followed three of us... she was da one helpin us down da water with along side pastor lawrence... my sis was da last one.. emily followed her... i felt great afta dat.. i was like in awe!! and im still so so so happie... :D

anyways... i'll upload da photos soon when i download it from da camera and get it from my friends... and...

HAPPIE EASTER SUNDAY !!!

John 3:16
For God so love the world that He gave his only son and that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

till thenn .. byee... lovess... :)

2009-04-11T06:31:00.000-07:00

WONDERFUL

okayhh.. wat am i gonna say bout today ?? okayhh .. i'll start from da morning....

as early as 9 i went out lookin for costume!! 9 !!! my mum friend came over and brought us to one costume shop.. but unfortunately it wassnt open yet.. so we went to anotha place near my mum office... it wasnt open as well at 10... so we walk over to anotha buildin and sat at a caffe called Desert's Bar while waitin for da costume shop to open at 11... so we had ice cream.. imagine ice cream at 10 in da mornin!!! so friggin cold... and we had a small set breakfast (soup, bread and coffee)... my dad, mum, sis and 1 shared the whole thang... afta dat we walked back to da previous building and checked out da shop... but its still not open yet... so my mum went to her usual boutique there and checked out some clothes.. she didnt get neething.. but me and my sis got a skirt each and a shirt-like-sweater!! haha.. finally afta dat da shop was opened... i went in there and tried a couple of dresses... everythang was kinda revealin.. so i had to find a way to cover maself up!!! any idea ???

afta dat went home... my parents and both my bros are goin to stay overnite at IMPERIAL HOTEL !!! i want to go oso.. but my mum say cant... gotta stay at home and study!!! so afta they went... i went to take a nap... it was supposed to juz be a nap.. but it turned out into a sleep.. i slept for a whole 5 hours man!! all my time gone into dat beauty sleep... afta wakin up dinner time ady... its oni three of us.. my sis, me and my grandma... hahaha... so quiet...

afta dinner i went online... cuz i asked my sis to bathe first.. she was usin it juz now... so i went online less than 5 minutes someone off9 yo-ed me !! hahahaha... yess pave it was youuu !! then i ajak-ed her to go on video call... we tried webcam b4 without da sound... so now i wanted to try da video callin since i havent done it b4... not recently with a friend... so we were not suree whether will jadi onot.. so we tried.. SURPRISINGLY IT WORKED!! i was literally seeing her face.. YESS PAVE UR FACEE!! and talkin to her at the same time... YES PAVE UR VOICEE!!! hahaha... damn bangga!!! so we chatted.. talked actually.. it felt funny at first but afta dat it was really fun.. i seriously meant fun!! pave called alya to asked her to come online... so alya was on speaker... so when pave was speakin to her i shouted from here so dat she could hear me.. she did and she tot dat i was at pave's house.. hahaaha... we forced her to come online.. she said okayh.. give her 20 minutes.. but until now like bout 2 hours she still hasnt come online yet... LAME LA U ALYA !! waited juz for u okayhh .. durin da waitin period pave and i did loadz of stupid crazzie stuff... she was akin me bout who is my dream guy?? yeahh i noe... then we did quizzes from her facebook profile.. she asked me question and i answered her... okayhh.. the questions were ...

a) one word dat describe u : im WONDERFUL !! :D

b) wats my hidden talent : somethang to do wif academics like maths, science or literature (lame la)

c) why am i still single : cuz im shy ?? hahahah ...

d) which diva princess r u : im SNOW WHITE :)

i think dats it... yeahhh.. afta dat im here typin dis... it was really fun !!! ritee pave ?? THANKS for entertaining me wif questions !! hahaahha ... its hard to believe dat even quetions are fun... hahaahha... so today was not so boring afta all since i spent half of da day sleeping and laughing!! so yeahhh ... dats all for todayhh !!

byeeeeee :)

2009-04-11T05:25:00.000-07:00

BREAKOUT

Every weeks the same

Stuck in school's so lame

My parents say that I'm lazy

Getting up at 8 AM's crazy

Tired of being told what to do

So unfair

So uncool

The day's too long

And I'm holding on

'til I hear the bell ring

'cause that's time when we're gonna

(Time when we're gonna)

[Chorus:]

Breakout

Let the party start

We're gonna stay out

Gonna break some hearts

We're gonna dance

till the dance floor falls apart

Uh oh, all over again.

We're gonna wake up everyone we know

We're gonna have some fun, gonna lose control

Feels so good, to let go-oh-oh.

Hangin' out's just somethin' we like to do

My friends and the mess we get into

These are the lessons that we choose

Not a book full of things we'll never use

[Chorus]

I wish it would never end,

Spending time with my friends.

Oh with my friends!

[Chorus x2]

2009-04-09T07:05:00.000-07:00

Joyfulness in a person !!

Dear Jess...

i noe im supposed to pose dis like 9 days agoooo !! im so so so so so soooooo SORRIE !! hahaha .. my internet connection died.. so now oni can i manage to post dis belated post for ur belated birthday!! ahahaha ... xD .. so here goes ...

HAPPIE BELATED BELATED BELATED BELATED BELATED BELATED BELATED BELATED BELATED 17th BIRTHDAY !!

althou i juz got to noe u for about oni a year.. it seemed like its been a long long time ady.. like u said... we have a lot in common then we expected... thanks for being a great friend... thanks for being someone dat accompanied me for unexpected events...(haha.. i noe u noe wat i meant) ... thanks for da successful april's fool prank u did!! haha.. and there are more dat we need to dig out of each otha... haha... so i guess we are stuck, learnin bout each otha...hahahah .. and THANKS for being JOYFUL JESSICA!!! :) :) :) :) :) lovesssss !! :) :)

ps.. sorrie i dont think i hav a pic wif u !! get wat i mean ?? so i think we betta start capturin some... hahahah ..

2009-03-31T06:36:00.000-07:00

A TRUE BLESSING...

i noe im suppose to post this like 11 days agoo (ignore da date, cuz its in draft, its supposed to be on da 9th) so its 11 day.. haha...im soo sorrie... blame da stupid internet connection.. anyways... i still gotta say this...

HAPPIE BELATED BELATED BELATED BELATED BELATED BELATED BELATED BELATED BELATED BELATED BELATED 8TH BIRTHDAY !!!

Happie birthday boys !! :)

My two baby brothers : Clarence and Clement Cheah

i cant believe u guys are 8 already... 8 years went by in juz a blink of an eye.. i can still remember da time when u were still babies and droolin all da timee.. and when u learn how to walk, u guys run in da walker like maniacs.. when u start kindergarten and cry all da time.. when u guys were a lil older and drive me up da wall... when i was asked to bathe u, u splashed and splashed water everywhere and made me wet... when u started primary scool last year.. and now both of u are 8 year old already !!! man dat was so so so fast!!!! haha.. but no matter how old and how big both of u grow... u will always be my lil baby brothers !!! xD

2009-03-31T05:54:00.000-07:00

BACK AGAIN...

heyyy ppl !!

i noe i havent been updating for da past 1 week.. reason was because da maxis connection was really bad... so i tried goin online like a zillion times but it doesnt work.. and my dad spent da whole day callin maxis and tried fixin da net.. surprisingly it worked.. i could go online.. but da problem is dat.. its even worst than its not workin at all.. haha.. da connection was super duper slow.. its like i have to wait like more than 15 minutes to load da website... sometimes afta 15 minutes, im still starin straight at a blank white screen... if not it will be like " internet explorer cannot find this webpage" .. haha... so yeahhh.. i couldnt do anythang online last week.. and sadly on dat same week i hav some bm crap to do... and i dont have to tell u how will she react right, if ppl dun finish her work.. she wont even accept my dog ate my hw for a reason.. u get wat i mean?? hahah... anyways.. thank god i got to finish it in time at my cuzzie's house till bout 11 somethang... haha.. and all i got for my hardwork was " ini kerja orang istimewa ni" from teacher..

anyways... thank god again dat at least now i can come online again... despite da fact dat its still slow.. but not as slow as previously... :)

2009-03-22T20:37:00.000-07:00

Beautiful Boyhh ...

heyyyaaa !!

nothang special happened todayhh... i went to church in da morning... our cg lesson's topic for today was WHATEVER !! haha.. we talked about sheeps and goats... it is said dat sheeps are dumb, easy to minister and listen well.. on da otha hand.. goats are said to be adventurous, self-sufficient and rebellious... so da question was wat does dat gotta do with us?? da meaning behind it was dat we shud listen to God's word like da sheeps... and we shud hav an attitude of being a selfless person... we shud avoid focusin n spendin so much of time on ourselves... instead we shud think and care for da people around us and their needs... da two lessons todays are we shud serve with watever we can do and watever we have, be it our talents or academics...

so afta church i went back for lunch... my mum cooked an indian meal for us.. and it was finger-lickin good!! haha..
MENU : roti canai (she pan-fried it)
dal (da sauce wif loadz of veges inside)
i had two of da roti canai... now every sunday my mum would cook somethang different.. we used to call-in pizza or she wud go out and packed lunch home last time... but now she has decided to pamper us and cook for us every sunday!! YAYY !! haha..

and afta dat.. all i did was googling him... someone very ancient yet very very very famous!! he is none otha than MARLON BRANDO!! xD i was assigned to do a board bout him... it is for IU Day!! our theme dis year is 50s in america!! dats y i had to google some ancient dude!! haha.. but he is not bad for a guy from da 50s!! u dont believe me?? then see it for urselves!!

***drum rolls***

yeapp.. dats him.. xD not bad ritee ?? seeee told yah!! xp

anyways... scool is startin tmr afta a week off !! so friggin fast.. days are movin faster than da light these day... anyhoo.. hav to get bac to my guy now!! hahaha... gotta hand him in by tmr!! sooo... dats all from me todayh!! :)

2009-03-20T03:30:00.000-07:00

Finally im here ....

brought to you by ME xD

Heyy ppl !!

Finally afta much thinking and consideration.... i made up my mind to create dis bloggie !! and yeahh guyss.. happie ?? ur persuasion finally paid off !! haha..

Actually ive created dis page many months ago... but i was still thinking whether to start using it or kill it ... but i guess im using it now .. so yeahhh !!

But juz to let yall now dat there wont be frequent updates from me.. cuz i dont think dat i will be goin online dat often anymoree.. and cuz im lazy as well.... dat was 1 of da main reason why i didnt want to blog ( da lazy part dat is ) haha.. but dont worry... i'll try my very very best to update in every possible way !!

p.s .. and do spread da love !! haha .. ( http://www.cassandra-cassielicious.blogspot.com/) :) ..